"过去了的事就让它过去 一直挂在嘴边 只会让自己受折磨
请让我有呼吸的空间 你越给我压力,我越想逃避 到最后,我们只会是陌生人 "
對不起,我知道應該怎樣做了。:)
我很想和你和好回,每晚可以和你通電話並陪伴著你入睡。你根本影響不到我的SPM,反而你是我成功的動力。我說過,我黎凱勤非你不娶,所以現在正在努力著。我要當個給到心愛的人幸福的男生。說真的,這幾天徹徹底底讓我知道我最愛是誰,我最需要誰。
(很希望你可以看到這,你還會看我的部落格嗎?)
Today fetch my bro that time, I saw your bro again. Whenever I saw him, automatically I will thought of his sis. Youuu. Dk why I already treat him as my brother although he dk me. I will take care of him just because of he is your brother. I remember that I said before that one day I will fetch him out and we watch football together. But situation of now, idk still have the chance ornot...
我現在真的不知道要做什麼。一個月前已開始倒數。到最后? 我真的失望到無言。我真的很不開心! 剛才真的很辛苦,好想發洩,要爆炸了。原來不是你肯努力就一定有回報。我做那麼多只想看到她一笑和感動的說謝謝罷了,那麼難? 我很累了,完完全全迷失了。沒有心情。要怪就怪自己沒有車,不是同校的。這就是距離嗎? 我不知道要怎樣了。人家可以容易得到他們要的東西,為什麼我那麼難? 要和自己喜歡的人在一起都不能。靠! 我好累了主。就給我emo下去吧
Today, my mom bought a pack of noodles for me as breakfast. Once I woke, I went down and see. The noodles that I dislike to eat. I blame it to my dad and my dad gave me money call me go out to eat myself. When my mom came back home, she saw the noodles still on the dining table. She asked me why didn't eat, I yell to her that I dislike to eat this kind of noodles. At last she stay at home eat the noodles and call my dad bring us go out eat dinner. In the car, my dad scolded me angrily. He said early morning he went out with my mom, my mom scare us when wake up hungry and nothing to eat so faster go buy something for us. But I dont even appreciates. Now I only realised I had wrong. I'm so guilty. I flash back last time. How my mom treat me and how I treat my mom. She is the one who treat me most good in this world. She brought me to this beautiful world and teached me lots of things. No one can treat me so good as she treated. Last time whenever she scolded me, beat me or angry me. At last, she is the one who come and ask me pain ornot and help me rub the part she beaten. How shameful is me. She treat me so good, but I treat her so worse. I'm a bad son. And then i'm so greedy too. I always according my emotion to treat her. When i'm happy, I will talk to her. When i'm moody, she talk to me I dont even reply her. I'm a worse son. Sorry mommy. I will change. Last time I saw a quote. ' Lady, dont ever marry to a husband that dont love his family. Because it's like a mirror, a mirror for show you that how he treat you in future when you're one of his family member. So true. I know that I need to change my attitude and behaviour. If not, i'm going to lost my family, my friends, even the one I love. Someone, will you stop loving me after you read this? I ain't a perfect guy. Here show you lots of my bad habits. I know sometime I made you disappointed too. I will change. I dont want to say sorry to you again.
I tell myself I must get good result ! I must let myself get an iPhone. My target !
I don't want enter Barroom with you, I wanna enter Ballroom with you. The wedding dinner of Chris & Priscilla.
將來黎家的大媳婦,弟妹們的大嫂。
Gimme ten more years, I will go to your house and ask Uncle Vincent & Auntie Michelle's permission for marry their second daughter.
就讓你好好冷靜下先吧。有些事的確急不來,物極則反。希望你可以原諒我並和我開開心心聊回。請你好好照顧自己,早點睡多休息。謝謝。
我越來越討厭自己了。我很討厭從自己口說出的對不起。對不起對不起對不起...不知道還有多少的對不起要從我的口說出來。我的心很痛,我越來越對自己很失望。我是不是一個不會和人相處的人?為什麼我往往都令身邊的人不開心?剛剛通著電話卻沒出聲的情況真的不好受。說過要你開開心心,我根本辦不到! 和我在一起的人根本得不到幸福。我已經對自己徹底感到失望,我是一個很自私的人! 我不配擁有你。我不配! 這個連道歉都不可原諒的錯誤,我闖禍了。傷害了你。
昨天和她通電話時,她的弟弟因為電話出現問題而悶悶不樂,她哄他並叫他早點睡時。我可從她那溫柔的語氣中感受到她是一個很好的姐姐和一個很善良的女生。:))
有時真的覺得自己很衝動,冷靜過後才覺得不應該這樣。我應該好好告訴她: 那好啦,在一下子就去睡啦,不要留得太夜。而不是發脾氣逼她去睡。真的很恨自己。
多希望她會明白我的苦心,現在的她很需要足夠的睡眠。因為她很容易疲倦。好像以前那樣聊到三更半夜我也想,但我更要她健健康康。