See the shadow of last time when I just started to know you and wall to wall with you. Lol
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
主啊,说真的我撑到很累了,真的撑不住了。白天在学校对着那班老死我还可以撑住,和他们嘻嘻哈哈。晚上一个人呢? 我只想一个人呆在房里,不想说话。我知问自己在这段感情上我真的改变很多。要证明我的真心,好我有时间慢慢证明。断断续续了几次,我以为是主你对我的考验,我忍耐。我往往想好的方面,阴天后一定是晴天。我一直坚信我可以感动了她。主,我真的好累了。你知吗,其实我真的很脆弱。两年前的打击对我来说真的很阴影。一直以为对人好,人家就会对回你好。我一直尊重爱情,感情一淡我就不想欺骗人。被人骂也无所谓。但到最后我想到底我得到什么? 说真的好人不好当。算了,如果可以我想忘记一切了。痛却不能想女生那样大哭出来真的很辛苦。不如你告诉我该怎样,我就照做好了。我没有力气了。她要和其他男生聊得快快乐乐她的事。她接受一个男生她的事就好了。渐渐地我真的没有知觉了。我的知觉撑不下去了。随便吧。
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
This call love. But it always make people so disappointed.
Everytime I go fetch my bro, I used to have a look on her bro too. But her bro transfer to poi lam suwa dy, everything changed. But as usual I still will do the same thing, look out from the window. Miss the old memories. I miss her I miss her. But time flies, everything have a change dy. She don't want keep in touch with me anymore. How much I miss her also no use. If you ask me, I really don't fucking wanna give up !!! But in fact no use. Just can say it I'm tired, I love till very tired. I try my best to loyal to a relationship & this is what I get. I'm tired. Telling thousands time to myself that I need to get a new life dy, I need to forgot about her. It's pain, but I have to. You know, every night I lying on the bed & my heart is so pain. I miss her but need force myself be happy & smile. Never show the fucking face to my friends. I'm tired. Fine fine fine, time to find some solutions to release my pain.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Friday, June 22, 2012
:)
接近一年了,看来我还是让她为了我改变一点点。她还是比较喜欢那些生活。不要勉强她了。我已准备适应新的生活。考好我的人生的第三个大考。黎凯勤,坚强。:)
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
我对你的承诺
每当聆听这首歌,我都会想起那时的情景。那时我和家人去戏院看这一部白蛇传说。那时有些事发生了。我好像没有和你说过。那一晚,以前我很喜欢的那个女生找回,她啊以为我真的追了她很久。差一些就可以和她在一起,但真的有缘无分。最后她被一个男生感动了,更接受他。过后,我遇到你,就深深被你吸引住了,渐渐喜欢上你了。正当慢慢喜欢上你时,她找回我,并暗示说很想和我在一起,放不下我。就在那时我正在犹豫,我不懂该继续喜欢你,还是她。那时我就是看着这部戏。这部戏是一部爱情戏来的,是说一条蛇女爱上一个人类。看这部戏时,我一直想该如何做决定。当时我真的喜欢你了,并且对你许下承诺,会慢慢证明我是真的喜欢你,对你真心的。看完戏后,我有了决定。我果断地信息她,告许她我已爱上你了。刘诗琦。我对你许下的承诺,我不想让你失望。她明白了,并祝福我们。就是这样,我爱到你现在。那我是不是对你是真的吗? 是,我爱你! 每当聆听这首歌时,我都会回想那时我做决定的情景。


