The moment after final exam end

Yay ! Final exam ended. But I isn't happy that i expected. Him. Sighs.
You one time two time three time four time five time six time seven time eight time nine time ten time like that disappointed me. I really feel tired on you. I really also dont know how to use my true heart to treat you as brother dy. You this bullshiter. Last time i endured but today i cant. You broke your promise again. I do really very hate youuuu. Last few week i boycott you, you said you felt sad. At last i choosed to talk back to you, give you a chance. You cried and said you were happy that i still treat you as brother. But you disappointed me again. Chance? Just once. You dont fucking appreciate, you punya pasal. At first you promised me after deepavali holiday saturday we met up and you give me, but? You are going penang. Fine, i endure. But i already worry that you will disappointed me again. So this time i kept find you make sure that i can give the cash to me. Today went to school what you said to me? Ehhh fuck you la. You totally spoil my mood, you ruined me. At first i planned that with a happy mode finish the last two papers then get the cash go parade buy something. You spoiled my plans. Really cant endure but stil MUST. Before one o'clock the cash must on my account. Patiently wait. I went to check. NO. I really very fucking down that time. I feel like throw my everything on the floor. I almost lost control. But there were public i cant do anything. Endure onceeeeeeee again. From 12o'clock i lepak parade myself, walke here walk there. Al-ikhsan, i went in five times ! I wait, at last my mom came ! Good job uh you.  From my birthday that day you ffk me, it wasnt a happy birthday to me. But i still enjoyed and tried to have fun with them. Sometimes i stay alone unhappy whose knows? Fine la, that's my life. I'm glad that i didnt touch cigrette suck to release my stress. Thanks god.
Saw Shiori at Kopitiam. She was playing guitar with jeremy. I sat with them. But my face arent happy. I damn down. Shiori call me play guitar. So they teach me. While i'm learning i found out the joy. I smile for a while. Getting interested on Guitar.
Now have a problem too. SIGHS. Three of them maybe not going Kl too. Suddenly like that. I also stunned and keep quiet. Really tired. You all dont want go then fine la. Trust no one anymore. I use my true heart to treat you all, you guys give me a piece of shit. You called me plan, okay i'm willing but at last?  Fine la, left me alone.

 The beg that i bought todayyy. My next year school beg.

Tomorrow books return !

其实我根本不需要你常常对我说那三个字，可是我也是人，我也想爱的人哄。

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Suddenly feel moody. You're the one that i planned to have a long and stable love story with you.
I hope can pass through this year christmas, next year chinese new year, valentine day, your birthday, my birthday...with you.
But i know when you finish your high school you will go Taiwan study dy, ngo mm say dak nie.

Freaking saturday !

Woke up early morning but i still kept yawning. Aihs.
Went to breakfast with mom and dad then met kar jun up at library.
Study, listen songs, study, listen songs. Two hours had gone.
Weather still fine so we walk to greentown.
Had lunch at Oldtown Kopitiam, planned not to spend more than tenbucks.
I ate prawnmee and a glass of plain water. 8bucks. Ahaha.
Sing K... START
Blablabla. Long time didnt sing k dy. Ahya. No voice at all.
Dk why go sing k with them, i mean boy i feel weird weird. Lol!
Maybe last time just went with bla gua. Lolol.
Babyyy, sometime i saw your wall full of boys's comments i do jealous. Got heartshape somemore wor.
But i will endure gea. I will change not to have that kind of feeling. I also dislike myself always being jealous.
I must give you confidence, not perasan kay. I have to trust you. I love you, you love me too. From how you talk to me i feel that you treat me as one of your important guy already. I can feel so. Weee. You're my beloved princess. My Lsc.
I'm freaking enjoy phone called with you. You always made those bububu blekkkk bala bala, i feel you're so cute.
I love chatting with you !
Next Monday is the last day of exam, the last exam papers of 2011. Fast fast go away la.
" Kl chicks waiting us. " Hahahaha. My friends said.
After kl trip, i have a futsal competition too. Last year my team at Winner group get 4th. Hope this year can improve or..... get Champion ! Ahaaa, confidences please!

Yay babyy !

Thankyou my daddy ! Wee. I want this outing shoes badly and at last my dad bought for me ! Loveee him. Hee.

Back to Blogger !

Finally i'm back to Blogger. Created a new bloggie too. :)
The previous that lots of unhappy posts. Forget about it. :p
Big holidays is coming soon, and it's means we is going become adult already.
Spm next year, learn car and exam for car lisence next year, study at U next year.
Time passed really very fast, really very fast. By the way many things changed too.
Next thurday i'm going Kl with brothers. Teehee. Gonna leave home sweet home three days.
Cant wait to be with them, have fun with them, drinks with them. Ahaa.
But before that, still have two more Science paper waiting me next Monday. Damn it ._.
Year ends already, that means i can go outstation shopping and buyy new clothes again ! Weeeee.
Penang and KL here i'm coming with my family ! :)
My mom said next year Chinese New Year will a bit earlier. So hell yeah i can make Open house party and invite all my buddies. Yay !
Hmm, yesterday i had a sweet dream. I dreamt of her! Couple with her and outing with her everywhere. We go in somewhere Kfc and she sit on me. I cuddle her tights tights. Awww, i miss the feeling. I love her !
Cant wait that have a freaking great chance to outing with her, be with her.
I WANT TO BE WITH HER! AMEN.
Today early morning automatic do housework myself. Mop floor and clean up my messy study table. Lots of Dusts. Eeee.
This three days of holidays also stay at home qyute boring wei, thinking that outing tomorrow. But with who? Thinking* Mostly is go kbox cause i wanna sing k badly !
Holidays fast fast come to me. Cash fast fast come to me too ! Wee. :)