You one time two time three time four time five time six time seven time eight time nine time ten time like that disappointed me. I really feel tired on you. I really also dont know how to use my true heart to treat you as brother dy. You this bullshiter. Last time i endured but today i cant. You broke your promise again. I do really very hate youuuu. Last few week i boycott you, you said you felt sad. At last i choosed to talk back to you, give you a chance. You cried and said you were happy that i still treat you as brother. But you disappointed me again. Chance? Just once. You dont fucking appreciate, you punya pasal. At first you promised me after deepavali holiday saturday we met up and you give me, but? You are going penang. Fine, i endure. But i already worry that you will disappointed me again. So this time i kept find you make sure that i can give the cash to me. Today went to school what you said to me? Ehhh fuck you la. You totally spoil my mood, you ruined me. At first i planned that with a happy mode finish the last two papers then get the cash go parade buy something. You spoiled my plans. Really cant endure but stil MUST. Before one o'clock the cash must on my account. Patiently wait. I went to check. NO. I really very fucking down that time. I feel like throw my everything on the floor. I almost lost control. But there were public i cant do anything. Endure onceeeeeeee again. From 12o'clock i lepak parade myself, walke here walk there. Al-ikhsan, i went in five times ! I wait, at last my mom came ! Good job uh you. From my birthday that day you ffk me, it wasnt a happy birthday to me. But i still enjoyed and tried to have fun with them. Sometimes i stay alone unhappy whose knows? Fine la, that's my life. I'm glad that i didnt touch cigrette suck to release my stress. Thanks god.
Saw Shiori at Kopitiam. She was playing guitar with jeremy. I sat with them. But my face arent happy. I damn down. Shiori call me play guitar. So they teach me. While i'm learning i found out the joy. I smile for a while. Getting interested on Guitar.
Now have a problem too. SIGHS. Three of them maybe not going Kl too. Suddenly like that. I also stunned and keep quiet. Really tired. You all dont want go then fine la. Trust no one anymore. I use my true heart to treat you all, you guys give me a piece of shit. You called me plan, okay i'm willing but at last? Fine la, left me alone.
The beg that i bought todayyy. My next year school beg.
Tomorrow books return !
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