Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
這叫愛?
一個月多了,但我對你還未變。
這一個月來我不允許自己看你的東西,就算思念也是睡覺前,醒來了就要好好生活。
我仍然很愛你,但我沒有刻意,我只收在我的心裡。
不要叫我放棄,現在的我過得很好。黎凱勤沒有emo了。
他們也覺得我對她沒有東西了。
但,我的心還在她那兒。我不渴求什麼,她活的快樂就好。
主啊,好好幫我守護著我真心愛的她。謝謝。
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
21th Dec ;
When I feel boring and waiting of the football match kick off, your msg appear my phone. I'm so happy that ah girl still will text me. But the feeling of miss again. How is my life now ? Normal. I just normally passing my holidays. But yeah I'm still the same, late sleep everyday. Sometime I wanna sleep but I can't. I just sitting on my bed one hour..two hours...and waiting myself fall asleep. Whenever I unhappy or what I dislike show to ppl. I prefer to keep. I tell myself I wanna live happily no matter what. When you said feeling weird that no more phone call everynights before sleep. Hmm, I'm so miss you ! But I need to stop myself. Telling myself that we're just friend, you call me bro. I don't want to discuss that with you again. I don't want make you feel difficult. What I can do is like that. I admit until now when I touch my Sino I still not dare and scare open your photo folder. All the photos that you sent me I still not to willing to delete it, I kept it. Yeah I know one day I will forget about you, my feeling toward you will gone one day. But when or will gone ornot ? Idk la. I really don't know. Let my God help me decide la. I'm so hopeful that she is my miss right that God gave me but if isn't, okay I face the fact. Life continue go on. God, I can't lie myself. I really still miss her and loving her. Whenever I miss her, thought of our memories, I just will stopmyself thinking. The feel of forcing myself wasn't easy. It's suffer. But It's okay I can pass through.
Monday, December 19, 2011
2010-2011
2010,我曾經很愛一個短髮的女生。我可以為了她犧牲任何東西。好不容易才不會覺得痛,嘗試接受另一個。
2011,我嘗試接受新的,年尾我好不容易找到一個短髮的女生。我覺得很想守護她。但她說她不適合拍拖。算吧。
我很羡慕人家有一個很愛的人並可以和她在一起一年兩年。。。
我也很想有一個自己很愛又好想守護的人。喜怒唉樂都可以有個人可分享,有個人可陪伴著我。我的願望。
2012 了。。。
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
A short trip.
Aha. Went to Penang this two days. Quite love this peaceful place. Beach. My dad found a very good hotel this time. Well facilities and their swimming pool are facing the blues beach ! Yahoo. Ate lots of delicious food and we kept shopping. The rich banker was my mom. Oho. Yesterday was my dad birthday and my mom bought him a watch that cost 689 bucks as his birthday present. But of course my mom bought one for herself too. Lol. And us ? Clothes ! Wee. What I gain in this penang trip ? A phone casing,one sub white short jeans, padini jeans and three branded outlet tee ! ;D Thanks Mon. This year xmas gonna pass it at Kl with family. Aha, we are going Kl shops again X)
Well, surprised that you will found me back. In a sudden I still thought of we still have chance ? Lol. I'm stupid, you are stupid Lai Kae Chyn. Stop fucking dreaming and back to the fact. Won't die without chicks. Awake !
Friday, December 9, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Local Sea Coconut ♥
I'm still loving you. ;/ ♥
How are you recently ? Hmm.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Damn !
Stop thinking of gaining money on it. It's just some pocket money and entertainment ! Ten bucks is already enough !


