Tuesday, December 27, 2011

You know ornot ? Lovesss.

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:O

突然想如果有一天你戀愛了,怎麼辦? 我告訴自己不聞不問不要知就行了啦,心裡默默愛著你就可以了啦。


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他是我嗎?

我可以比你們想像的強,但其實我也可以比你們想像的弱。我也有脆弱的一面。我可以放下她的。


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Friday, December 23, 2011

這叫愛?

一個月多了,但我對你還未變。

這一個月來我不允許自己看你的東西,就算思念也是睡覺前,醒來了就要好好生活。

我仍然很愛你,但我沒有刻意,我只收在我的心裡。

不要叫我放棄,現在的我過得很好。黎凱勤沒有emo了。

他們也覺得我對她沒有東西了。

但,我的心還在她那兒。我不渴求什麼,她活的快樂就好。

主啊,好好幫我守護著我真心愛的她。謝謝。


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曾經,我用這個電話天天都和一個人通電話,陪伴著她睡。:\

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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

21th Dec ;

When I feel boring and waiting of the football match kick off, your msg appear my phone. I'm so happy that ah girl still will text me. But the feeling of miss again. How is my life now ? Normal. I just normally passing my holidays. But yeah I'm still the same, late sleep everyday. Sometime I wanna sleep but I can't. I just sitting on my bed one hour..two hours...and waiting myself fall asleep. Whenever I unhappy or what I dislike show to ppl. I prefer to keep. I tell myself I wanna live happily no matter what. When you said feeling weird that no more phone call everynights before sleep. Hmm, I'm so miss you ! But I need to stop myself. Telling myself that we're just friend, you call me bro. I don't want to discuss that with you again. I don't want make you feel difficult. What I can do is like that. I admit until now when I touch my Sino I still not dare and scare open your photo folder. All the photos that you sent me I still not to willing to delete it, I kept it. Yeah I know one day I will forget about you, my feeling toward you will gone one day. But when or will gone ornot ? Idk la. I really don't know. Let my God help me decide la. I'm so hopeful that she is my miss right that God gave me but if isn't, okay I face the fact. Life continue go on. God, I can't lie myself. I really still miss her and loving her. Whenever I miss her, thought of our memories, I just will stopmyself thinking. The feel of forcing myself wasn't easy. It's suffer. But It's okay I can pass through.


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Monday, December 19, 2011

2010-2011

2010,我曾經很愛一個短髮的女生。我可以為了她犧牲任何東西。好不容易才不會覺得痛,嘗試接受另一個。

2011,我嘗試接受新的,年尾我好不容易找到一個短髮的女生。我覺得很想守護她。但她說她不適合拍拖。算吧。


我很羡慕人家有一個很愛的人並可以和她在一起一年兩年。。。

我也很想有一個自己很愛又好想守護的人。喜怒唉樂都可以有個人可分享,有個人可陪伴著我。我的願望。


2012 了。。。


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Sunday, December 11, 2011

獨中生與國中生之別

我在想國中生真的不適合獨中生嗎? 國中生和獨中生是沒有可能在一起的嗎? :\


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Saturday, December 10, 2011

A short trip.

Aha. Went to Penang this two days. Quite love this peaceful place. Beach. My dad found a very good hotel this time. Well facilities and their swimming pool are facing the blues beach ! Yahoo. Ate lots of delicious food and we kept shopping. The rich banker was my mom. Oho. Yesterday was my dad birthday and my mom bought him a watch that cost 689 bucks as his birthday present. But of course my mom bought one for herself too. Lol. And us ? Clothes ! Wee. What I gain in this penang trip ? A phone casing,one sub white short jeans, padini jeans and three branded outlet tee ! ;D Thanks Mon. This year xmas gonna pass it at Kl with family. Aha, we are going Kl shops again X)


Well, surprised that you will found me back. In a sudden I still thought of we still have chance ? Lol. I'm stupid, you are stupid Lai Kae Chyn. Stop fucking dreaming and back to the fact. Won't die without chicks. Awake !


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Friday, December 9, 2011

不可以。

雖然還是很想你,可是我已努力阻止自己的滿足心。不可以看妳的進況。


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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Local Sea Coconut ♥

I'm still loving you. ;/ ♥

How are you recently ? Hmm.


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Monday, December 5, 2011

黎凱勤你要堅強。

原來逼自己忘記是如此痛苦。


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Sunday, December 4, 2011

笑著面對 :)

時間過得真快,很多東西已改變了。:)


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Saturday, December 3, 2011

Damn !

Stop thinking of gaining money on it. It's just some pocket money and entertainment ! Ten bucks is already enough !


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Friday, December 2, 2011

D:

I want couple badly. Where is my Miss Right ? ;/


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Thursday, December 1, 2011

;)

很討厭自己說的"真的很愛你",覺得很假。不會再說了 ;)


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