Can I shout loudly ? I HATE YOU !!!!!!! I can't stand on you, really. Why I can't chat happily with dad, and can't with you. I really really very tired. When be with dad I feel very relax and comfortable. Do you know my feeling when I wait you during school dismiss. One o'clock and you almost two o'clock only come and fetch me. Between that time I don't even know how to manage it. When I called you you told me coming. Okay I wait. Second call, coming. Actually you're doing other things. Phuck! When you busy you can tell me so that I can go parade walk walk or else, but you dont. COMING!!!! Sometime when I went other place you suddenly come you wait me for so long you scold me ! Just like last year when I waiting you I wanted to go toilet but I scare you suddenly come so I endure. That time lots of car so can't stop there. But where are you? I can't stand of it I go toilet. You came. When I entered the car and haven't explain, you immediately scold me like hell. That time I don't feel like explain, I prefer keep quiet. At the same time I felt disappointed and fed up. You asked me why I don't add you at Facebook. I think if I do so, the only place that I can stress out my feeling also no. I feels so stress ! I hate all your blames ! That's why I prefer stay in my room and less be with you. I don't like to talk to you. Idk la. Now I wont fight back la , you wanna scold just go ahead la. I will listen what baba said. I won't fight back. Remember, I don't fight back just because of my dad ! I don't want give a chance to you to blame him ! I love him so much !
You're right. I'm like that. That's why I feel fed up with myself. I hate myself.
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