Recently at school I don't really feel happy. I feel alone although friends are around me. I can feel the boredom. Or should say since my two buddies transfered to next class I already can't get used on it. I miss them so much. I don't like to being at the class now. I feel moody, I'm so unhappy although they are just next to me. But still have a wall seperate us. I thought I can get used on it but realise that until now I still can't get used that without they two. Sighs. I don't like to talk so much at class recently but I can't concentrate class also. I feel friendless. I'm so disappointed on myself. I hate myself that thinking is so complicated. About him, I didn't hate him but I don't feel like to talk to him dy. I feel that we are different type of people. And after that night, I totally change my mind. How greedy he is, this is the way he treat friend? Or just treat me like that? I'm so disappointed. Honestly if I really treat you as my close friend, I'll share my everything to you. But what you did just damn disappointed me. The moment you're not sharing the bed to me the moment that I was lying on the floor, I remembered. It's suffer when lying on the floor but I endure it, I don't want just force ppl doing something that they are not willing. You don't share, fine. I'm not a greedy person also. Once you lend me a hand, I will lend you back my both hands one day. I don't know what I want now. Just I'm so disappointed on you. I ain't happy these few days. I don't know who is my close buddy, who I can share my thing to him/her and who really take out his heart and treat me as close friend, not just playing fool to me. I ain't happy.
Haihhh
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