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Problem still here. I dont know how right now. I need a listener badly. I know what I did now just getting make her fed up. If she really care about me, will she give up? God, please help me. I'm so helpless. Sometime I do really worry of her many things but I scare she will feel i'm annoying so I keep quiet. Because I scare like my past. How should I do actually? Just like she sit her friend's motorbike. Maybe she feel nothing but actually i'm so worry. When I blame her sure she will dislike. So what should I do, God? I'm moody with unknown, I cant chat happily with her recently. The feeling of tired but I more afraid of lost her. This few days I keep use study as a reason to stop my bloody mind to think of the problem. How how how. Maybe since small she is study at boy and girl school so chat with boys she will feel nothing. As I think, nothing to say too so I try to get used. But sometime dont know why my heart still will feel uncomfortable. Kind of jealous or what? I dont know. I hope she dont give up of us. Will she? I hope every problem we also can take out to discuss together dont hide here hide there.  

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