One word, Lol.

为什么还是放不下。刚才去到她那看一看，其实我们再也称不上朋友，不再联络了。心里还是很想要那个结果。难搞。有些事真的无需那么执着。

Actually I never use Talkbox anymore. Should delete it. ;)

。你是就你为因。到不找寻本根我许也，样那觉感的你对我似觉感的她对我生女个一到不找寻是还我 :)

My holidays.

Recently i have no morning, because i woke at 1 almost everyday. When the sun still here i used to tui or sleep & i will only active during midnight. I watched lots of movies in a row. Karate kids, avatar, twilight 1,2,3 , ironman so on. Enjoy these past movies so much. Left less than 20 days, between enter NS's camp. Gonna touch less on internet & drama. Gonna having peaceful life within three months. After that, really new life to me. No more secondary school. Well, It's still planning but hope it can be done. 26th KL trip with lads !

Life.

Seldom blog dy since SPM start. And now SPM are nearly end with a full stop. Recent life is so stressful although the big war gonna end. But still have a lots of thing to bother. My future but glad that have NS help me delay it so i've enough time to think about it. Life that without fb, twitter & instagram. Stay in a peaceful way. I think i'll enjoy it. Friendship? Sometime i really dont know how to manage. I do feel some friends are fake, ain't real. I'm so confuse. Nowadays whenever i feel down, i find no one to talk to. I would like to keep everything myself. I like to be alone sometime. I do miss the past that everytime before sleep i always with a smile and hope. But now no more. I will have my life alone. I tried to have a girl. But i cant at last. Once you put a girl inside, it's hard to find someone to replace it. Yeah my heart have her but i never think of can be with her anymore since those experiences. We have no future, we arr impossible. So i'll just being in single life, it always better than with a wrong person, hurts her. Lkc is tough, he can handle everything of his life. I still can have dogs, music with me. What's the feeling of go vacation alone? I wanna have a try, just to leave this stressful place a while. Full of fake & lies, i wanna have a rest. I aint God just wanna be a simple guy. Love is not with me now. I wanna find my another half that i really love her and wanna have a great future with her, not for sex. A relationship just with sex cant last long at all. It just full of lie & pain inside. I'm awaiting.