One word, Lol.

为什么还是放不下。刚才去到她那看一看，其实我们再也称不上朋友，不再联络了。心里还是很想要那个结果。难搞。有些事真的无需那么执着。

Actually I never use Talkbox anymore. Should delete it. ;)

。你是就你为因。到不找寻本根我许也，样那觉感的你对我似觉感的她对我生女个一到不找寻是还我 :)

My holidays.

Recently i have no morning, because i woke at 1 almost everyday. When the sun still here i used to tui or sleep & i will only active during midnight. I watched lots of movies in a row. Karate kids, avatar, twilight 1,2,3 , ironman so on. Enjoy these past movies so much. Left less than 20 days, between enter NS's camp. Gonna touch less on internet & drama. Gonna having peaceful life within three months. After that, really new life to me. No more secondary school. Well, It's still planning but hope it can be done. 26th KL trip with lads !

Life.

Seldom blog dy since SPM start. And now SPM are nearly end with a full stop. Recent life is so stressful although the big war gonna end. But still have a lots of thing to bother. My future but glad that have NS help me delay it so i've enough time to think about it. Life that without fb, twitter & instagram. Stay in a peaceful way. I think i'll enjoy it. Friendship? Sometime i really dont know how to manage. I do feel some friends are fake, ain't real. I'm so confuse. Nowadays whenever i feel down, i find no one to talk to. I would like to keep everything myself. I like to be alone sometime. I do miss the past that everytime before sleep i always with a smile and hope. But now no more. I will have my life alone. I tried to have a girl. But i cant at last. Once you put a girl inside, it's hard to find someone to replace it. Yeah my heart have her but i never think of can be with her anymore since those experiences. We have no future, we arr impossible. So i'll just being in single life, it always better than with a wrong person, hurts her. Lkc is tough, he can handle everything of his life. I still can have dogs, music with me. What's the feeling of go vacation alone? I wanna have a try, just to leave this stressful place a while. Full of fake & lies, i wanna have a rest. I aint God just wanna be a simple guy. Love is not with me now. I wanna find my another half that i really love her and wanna have a great future with her, not for sex. A relationship just with sex cant last long at all. It just full of lie & pain inside. I'm awaiting.

坚强就好了。

虽然我知道自己的心还有谁，最爱的是谁，但梦醒来还得面对现实，回到现实。珍惜爱自己的人吧。傻子！

Friendship or Girl?

Sometime I'll give myself a question. Normally two choose one, I'll give up girl and choose friendship. But some girl i just cant give up. I will just like sacrifice everything for her.

Why i dont like to talk to you dy?

I dont know why. My feeling. Anyways i didnt hate you, i just dont feel like talk to you. And one of the reason is i dont like you so close to her. You can talk and close to whoever female friend of mine, but not her. She's the girl will make me so sensitive and get jealous easily. Yes i dislike yes i jealous. But It's over. I've my new life now. You just go ahead do whatever you like. Flirt her chase her as you like. Thats all. I'm not going to reply you.

囚鸟。

你是一只小鸟。强逼你逗留我的笼子里你是不习惯的。回去原本属于你的天空吧，那自由自在的天空。可能总有一天你会想回到笼子，可是那不再是我的笼子了。保重。

Life with lots of boys around you suit you. Take my words. :)

Songs that love to listen recently. Favourites.

T-ara - Don't leave.
Kimberley Chen - 爱你

List out.

Padini short pants
Hush puppies polo t
Fosil's watch
Lios's sunglasses
Birkenstock's slippers

Gimme 2k to buy all these please.

虽然不是最爱那个，但她更值得你去爱。

New life. :)

兴趣，理想，前途。

很多人说只要朝着你的兴趣前进你一定成功，可是往往现实中却没有那么美满。最近找到自己的兴趣，觉得自己蛮喜欢event management 这方面。但我知道这份事业很难扶助我成为富有。唯有商人。我的梦想我会努力实现。

:)

寻找中，它的女主人。今天遇上她后，我很想以后都是我载她去补习，载她回。

Not in a good mood.

Honestly quite dislike friends open my whatsapp & talkbox stalk my thing. Always mention about her in front of me. Yes, i fall on her once. But time prove that we cant. Means cant. She should have her own life and me too. We are just friend. I have nothing toward her anymore. No more love ! Feel like spread it all out just now. But i didnt at last. I know my own stuff. Conclusion, how much i pay on this relation at last still not work. So i've no more feeling to her anymore, all gone. So who who chase her i also no feeling anymore. I'll wish them somemore. Okay, friends? Not in a good mood right now. Sis just did something didnt use brain. Damn damn damn ! Continue do my maths exercise.

明天考历史，如无意外是一科会不及格的。我真的考得好辛苦好累。很想做运动，看戏，玩耍。喝茶等等。好压力。

Dont know what do you think actually.

Why you always like to scold or blame people who are rich? Why? Dont compare with others, appreciate what you having now. Always also get jealous on people. Sighs.

很讨厌那些人时常大只讲。没那么大的头别带那么大的帽吧。越来越讨厌你。So call 歌手，DIU ! 有点自知之明啦 please !

我们是朋友。:)

试真的要考了。

Fighting !

终于有辆车让我去这里去那里。

但是说真的好像没有力，感觉不爽咯。像老牛推车那样，都是爸的benz好驾，但对我来说太大了。

看她的状况她那些朋友说＂他太了解你＂和什么＂和他情侣车＂，看来她有了追求者咯，只怪自己和她的距离越来越远了，不想它来的还是会来了。就算是，自己也做不了什么。不要想了，专心读书就够了。＂当一个人不选择你时，总会出现一个她会选择的人。＂这是很正常的。算吧，面对现实。不是你的就是不是你的。

:)

Whenever enter Instagram and saw your photos i also will likes it. Your big big eyes really attracted me. Charming & gorgeous.

Heeeee !

Last time i said It's finally, but not. Right now only is FINALLY ! :D

朋友？

曾经我们是很要好的，但现在不再是了。我会记得你和你的＂兄弟＂说凯勤那个废材。原本我只是因为不喜欢你的性格，不想和你说话而已，没有说当你沙海。现在？ 拾心啦。不用我出手，大巴人想对付你，口气那么大啦。还有那些双面人，我不需要你在我身边。在我面前似说些好话，却是话中有话。背后有插我一刀。合的就一起。不合的没办法，sorry ! Just fuck off.

Today is a good day :3

Well well well, everything is pretty fine now. Thing that suffocating me four months gonna end with a happy full stop. Finally i got my P license. Dad call me stick P on his Benz & mom's harrier. He planning to bring me a second hand car. What i want is the car that can save petrol & that's enough for me. Heee. Honestly kinda nervous today, but once the malay teacher motivate us. I'm much more better. He says " Tension = Fail ". Did quite well on uphill then side parking & three point turns' turn. God bless. I didnt put down hand brek while having parking & three point turns. No wonder the car was so heavy. Luckily i still can done everything & end with a smile. Jalan Raya, steady steady steady. Hee. When i get the test card and sign it. I'm so happy. I can achieve my promises from someone. I can go find for her house and i can many thing. Happy. Since this had done, time for another war. SPM that left 19 days. Fighting as always !

A bit nervous also got geh.

Last practice that i had just now. Tmrw gonna have the car test. Keep believe that i can do it. Tmrw will be a great day ! God, do bless me. :)

Uphill uphill uphill... I can do it !

就因为太爱，太多回忆，更不愿意把关系搞砸。就算不能在一起，也不愿意把回忆抹掉。就当最熟悉的陌生人吧。

Like this sentences so much !

Sorry to someone that 摆 your small aunty 上台

This baby girl is so cute. Look at her smile. Sweet. Make me feel that in future I wanna have a baby daughter too. 疼死她，one son one daughter. Best !

Whenever i see this photo, i'll smile :)

So trueeee.

:/

过渡客 🚗🚕🚙🚗🚕🚙

我喜欢的女生类型？

今天和朋友在班上聊天。一堆男生在一起不是聊钱就是女。我们就是聊女。今天他们问我最喜欢什么类型的？我想，很有才干的，有少许主见，有少许公主脾气。他们还问我喜欢姐弟恋还是哥妹恋？说真的，我比较喜欢大过我的多过小妹妹。我喜欢成熟型的。喜欢长发还是短发？以前小时说过全部的女朋友都来长发的。但恋起来比较钟情的全都是短发的。现在心里那个也是短发的。

Lol :)

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过


猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人 越是猜不透
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Meaningful.

不好的东西

有时真的为自己的冲动及不喜欢输的心态而感到担心。太要面子了，无时无刻都要做赢的那个。真的要改掉。

不一样。

我一眼都不会理会那些时常在你状况想要讨好你的男生。因为我懂自己是和他们不一样的。我不需要讨好你，我只会拿出我的真心出来对待你。希望你看得出，感觉到我是和他们不一样的。

iPhone

Saw friend just bought iPhone 5 from Singapore suddenly feel uncomfortable. Because at first i planned to change 5 but at last mom bought 4S back as a surprise to me. Think of i can use 5 actually. But in a deepest heart, i know i shouldn't feel so. I should appreciate what i have from my parents. Shouldn't compare with others. What i should have is feel thankful & appreciate. It's so excited when get the 4S from my mom, It's the freaking first time my mom bought phone for me, iphone some more.

" Shouldn't be greedy, be thankful "

:D

Woke early today & go for pre test of car. Pass everything today, but i feel myself did not really well. Cant get used on car that with high clutch. Luckily still can handle it. So gonna take the official JPN car test at 16th Oct. P is getting closer. Heee. After done the pre test, had lunch at Ipoh garden with family. Rain heavily & we went to LFS watch movie, Taken 2. This movie quite nice. Well, SPM left 28 days only. Must take good care & study hard for the last hit ! Aim for at least 3A, the best sure hope is 5A la. But i'm so lazy... 5A damn difficult. I must face the fact, but i will try my best !

林峰- 许诺

每当听这首歌，就让我想起那天。

当天要我二选一做出选择时，我选择了继续追求你。我知道前面的路一点都不容易，但我对我自己做的这个决定从不后悔。因为我是跟从我最真实的感觉做决定。因为我对你是真的。不经不觉都一年多了。

My first phone in my life & my recent phone. :)

Thanks dad. My first phone, K550i was my dad bought for me. Because i get 5As on my UPSR. And recent that iPhone also dad sweap credit card bought for me. He's the greatest dad for me. I love him.

I can do it !

Honestly i'm ready for the test. Yes, tmrw is the pre test. It's just a pre & sure i can handle it. But dk why i still feel nervous on it? Uphill...side parking...three point turn... God bless, sleep earlier :) Kc's P is coming to town !




Sometime i do feel like type " i miss you " to you, but i know you will have no respond on it. So, forget about it.

P license is coming

Practice Jalan Raya today. Not really well on it. Cant really recognize the three roads. So after this Sunday's pre, gonna keep practice till the test come. Wish me lucks. Promises can achieve soon. Drive ain't a easy thing. My legs so tired today. But its fun that can from tambun back to my house area, jeng.

Haih

Why? I didn't show that I'm showing off but why he will feel so? Why once you changed iPhone, people will say lansi la now? Sighs. Yes, now at our class quite much people using iPhone, so we will discuss together. But I didn't show that I'm showing off. Make you feel so, and keep at twitter tweet those I know I'm poor such. I never say myself is rich, I'm just a normal kid. Sighs.

Well, today class having spot check. Because class having casino plus lots of phones in the class. So have some ' student ' port us. At last, nothing happens. Just 30+ of highlight pen kena confiscated. But that ah kang warn us seriously.

Today gonna end with study. But now drama first. :)

Hmmph.

You tag him, he tag you. Yes, i'm jealous again. Fine..... Have a big sleep, everything forget. :D

对你，我愿意 :)

1 year & 9 months.

I dont know who she mention. I also dont wish to simply guess. And i know she wont tell me. A friend? Who? It's me? What if she say not, it's her friend? Sighs.

都不知道为什么自己会那么喜欢你。

29.09.2012 , Great day. My first iPhone. Thanks baba & mama.

Rest in peace.

Until now I still feel so sad. Almost wanna cry. Today school announced one of our school form three boy died due to blood cancer. At first, I not so remember the name, but so on I realised that its my friend's bro. That time my heart can feel the pain. Her brother was so tough and against with the blood cancer for so long. But at last he lost. I know my friend will be very very very very sad ! Her beloved little brother. She love him so much, when she know her brother have blood cancer, she was so moody. Thought of her brother getting recover, she getting smile back too. But at last still... I can feel the pain. Hope my friend can stay strong.

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Great memories

Whenever look back those photos that took at that night also feel so miss. All my great classmates.

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女生，女人。

男生总是说：“这世界女生多的是，不用为了一棵树放弃整个森林。” 对，这句话有道理，可以劝勉那些放不开的人。但找一个自己很喜欢的，很疼爱的，想到未来的，和她在一起不觉得闷的女生很不容易。男生总是喜欢贪新忘旧的，但一旦让他遇上一个不会让他贪新忘旧的，钟情于她的，对她表现出永不放弃的女生，男生们一定会为她而改变。所以说男生会辜负９９个女生，但唯独有一个他们是不会伤她的心。因为那个是他们最深爱的女生，他们未来的伴侣。

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我真的很不喜欢求人 ！

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爱主

祂仿佛听到我说的话那样。上个星期，学校有个祈祷会。为全部即将考大考的中五祈祷。我说：“我还是不够自信面对这个考验，可以找个人在我身边支持我吗？”。 祂听到了。意想不到的是你出现了。我蛮高兴。感谢主。
而你，可以鼓励我，陪伴在我身边面对这个大考吗？

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Touching.

Ytd home having barbeque party with all my classmates. At first quite wonderful, but at last end with my dad get angry. Due to I drove car without license plus I'm alone that time.  Everyone get shocked when my dad get angry. Sorry sorry. But at last I apologized and everything's pretty fine. Today everyone still text me ask me about ytd. Thanks friends. I'm fine ! :) About ytd, I'm so fun. Heheh.

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寂寞先生

你的笑容是恩惠 世界難得那麼美 於是追要你陪 可惜本能終會將美麗汗水化成淚水

黑夜之所以會黑 叫醒人心里的鬼 在游說在縈回 在體內是什麼在把我摧毀在傷痕累累

我可以無所謂 寂寞卻一直掉眼淚 人類除了擅長頹廢 做什麼都不對 Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂 才看不到心被擰碎 人在愛情裹越殘廢 就會越多安慰 無論多虛偽

空虛並非是詞匯 能夠形容的魔鬼 它支配著行為 能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給 就像個傀儡

我可以無所謂 寂寞卻一直掉眼淚 人類除了擅長頹廢 做什麼都不對 Oh…I’m Not Okay

我假裝無所謂 才看不到心被擰碎 人在愛情裹越殘廢 就會越多安慰 我也無所謂 (我假裝無所謂) 才看不到心被擰碎 人在愛情裹越殘廢 就會越多安慰 無論有多虛偽

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Never, never, never wanna imagine it.

I just imagine what if I know one day you have couple with a boy & It's my friend. Yes, I'll feel so uncomfortable, heart pain. But I need accept the fact, & I have no qualify to feel jealous. I know. Imagine? I don't even wanna imagine it. When you have boyf, please don't let me know. I try my best to leave this memorable relation, but I can't. Sighs, just study hard first. Get a great future. It's mine, however she also will come back to me & never think of forget me and leave me. Believes. God, everything of mine will let you guide me. I'm fully trust you. Amen.

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每当家里有派对时，多希望可以带喜欢的人一起，并大大方方告诉大家她是自己最爱的女人。好期待。

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Recently life is so silence. Never think of love dy. Just simple having my life. Maybe after met you, I don't know how to love someone that deep anymore. My heart can't affort two persons inside. Never. I'm pretty fine recently. :)

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”有些东西我输得起，但对于遥远的你我真的输不起。” Just like me & her? Love is complicated.

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Nervous.

Tmrw gonna distribute the malay exam paper dy. I'm so nervous about it. Paper two I get very low marks. But still haven't too bad. Really hope my paper one can get better mark. I try my best to did the malay paper dy. Hope it can pass. Please. God bless. Gonna insomnia tonight, because my dad dy kept ask me about my result dy. So far the papers that I get not bad. One B, two credits. Haih, very moody. What if fail my Malay again? :/

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每当看到这边时，我笑了。我们总是喜欢你气我我气你。

真的很爱你。但可惜的是没有机会和你在一起，没有那个机会让我照顾你。

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当你决定了，我也不必再说什么。因为我的劝告的确改变不了你。你是一个似女强人的女生。人家说什么是改变不了你的想法。我可以做的是解释给你听，希望你自己再想清楚。可能你是女生。虽然我有时很厌学，但我很清楚如果现在我放弃，我的前途就会毁。将来我一定不能和人家竞争。更不用说给爱的人幸福。我爱我爱的人，我想将来给她幸福。无论如何我都不可放弃学业。我要事业有成。我想说的是，现实中不读多些书真的不行。你不是读不到，而是你缺乏那个耐心和坚持。缺乏那份尝试一千次一万次直到成功的决心。

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读着这段字的是大笨蛋，大大笨蛋！

我最爱的大笨蛋，我念念不忘的大笨蛋 :/

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Tell myself. No interests to you anymore. Gonna stop myself not to see everything of yours anymore. It's over. Just cheer the fuck up. Life still goes on ! :D

Should I close this blog & open a new one? New life, new page.

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I shouldn't argue with her just now. I had promised that I want her be happy everyday, but just now I did something wrong. She's right. I ain't und her, I didn't have the way to have her. I'm a guy dk how to love a person. I hurts her one time and one time. You shouldn't belong to me. You deserve a better one. Just leave me alone. :')

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可能一切只是我一厢情愿而已。:)

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Hai shi ta.

Wo bu xiang chao le, wo zhi xiang yi qie ke yi chong lai. Ni bu shi wo de fu dan, ni bu shi ni bu shi. Ni shi wo hen ai hen ai de ren. Wo zi xiang hao xiang yi qian na yang, mei tian liao dian hua, pei ban ni shui jiao. zhu ya, ke yi ba ta gei hui wo ma? bu yao rang ta li kai wo ke yi ma?

如果我做了些使你不舒服的事，我愿意说对不起。我要的不是你讲你自己是我的负担，我要的是你留在我的身边。远距离就远距离啦。多远的距离，都改变不了我的心。眷顾一切可以从来。

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So difficult only can overcome, I don't want get back to nightmare dy. Yes I don't want. Thanks. Byebye.

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Lol.

自从和铭億聊过后，我也没有那么执着了。我明白我们真的不适合在一起如果有那个机会。现在的我很想定下来了，现在只想找个自己很喜欢的女生在一起。而你还想接受不同的挑战和遇上不同的人。原来我们真的还不适合，虽然至今我的心还有你，我...还爱着你。算吧 :D

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都过了一段日子了。没有你的生活过得很平静，没有痛没有喜乐。有时会有一剎那想你，怀念我们美好的回忆。我的心里会拥有谁我自己懂，我会把她藏起来。幸好没有把这段回忆搞詐，那将会是我一生人美好的回忆之一。我长大了哈哈。从不埋怨为何要认识到你，痛是痛，但都痛过了。反而我很庆幸自己有一段这样的回忆。我认识过一个很漂亮的短发女生，有过藏在被子里和她通宵聊电话的回忆，拥有有长大后事业有成时娶她的念头，还要很多。想起这些回忆，我笑了。人还是要前进，我也要自己进步，我也不准自己不开心过日子。是你的无论如何最终还是会回到你的身边。我信的。

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chrislkc_2729@hotmail.com have another.meaning. 27 is your birthday & 29 is mine. I stick it together hope that we can together but its over. New life new page.

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7

7 days again. Never chat, never call & never view your profile 7 days again. If wanna feel regret, I'm regret of can't have a last call with you. I miss your voice, I miss you. However, life still need to go on. Stay strong !

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很多次很想按来看，最后却停止自己了。过了就过了。看了只会不开心和不舍得，看来做么？果断点，别再留恋，黎凯勤！:)

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See the shadow of last time when I just started to know you and wall to wall with you. Lol

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是很喜欢，但现实还是现实。挽留，我都试过了。我想放手也不会后悔了。可能放手也是爱你的一个表现。祝福你。我想和你在一起也是想你开心。你开心就好。

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你就等你最好的出现吧。过去的就由它。我只是你生命中的过渡客而已。就将多，掰。

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主啊，说真的我撑到很累了，真的撑不住了。白天在学校对着那班老死我还可以撑住，和他们嘻嘻哈哈。晚上一个人呢? 我只想一个人呆在房里，不想说话。我知问自己在这段感情上我真的改变很多。要证明我的真心，好我有时间慢慢证明。断断续续了几次，我以为是主你对我的考验，我忍耐。我往往想好的方面，阴天后一定是晴天。我一直坚信我可以感动了她。主，我真的好累了。你知吗，其实我真的很脆弱。两年前的打击对我来说真的很阴影。一直以为对人好，人家就会对回你好。我一直尊重爱情，感情一淡我就不想欺骗人。被人骂也无所谓。但到最后我想到底我得到什么? 说真的好人不好当。算了，如果可以我想忘记一切了。痛却不能想女生那样大哭出来真的很辛苦。不如你告诉我该怎样，我就照做好了。我没有力气了。她要和其他男生聊得快快乐乐她的事。她接受一个男生她的事就好了。渐渐地我真的没有知觉了。我的知觉撑不下去了。随便吧。

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Nearly one week dy, I still at there waiting like a idiot. Wish to see have a 'read' at there but nope. Good ! :) GOOOOOD !!!!!!

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One night stand? Lol.

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当你的心里住着一个人有一段时间时，你无法再允许另一个人的加入。没有人比得上她令我那么快乐和在意。我根本和不到其他女生聊到那么开心，我以为这样做我可以把她给忘掉。但不能，我比想像中更爱她。痛。

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This call love. But it always make people so disappointed.

Everytime I go fetch my bro, I used to have a look on her bro too. But her bro transfer to poi lam suwa dy, everything changed. But as usual I still will do the same thing, look out from the window. Miss the old memories. I miss her I miss her. But time flies, everything have a change dy. She don't want keep in touch with me anymore. How much I miss her also no use. If you ask me, I really don't fucking wanna give up !!! But in fact no use. Just can say it I'm tired, I love till very tired. I try my best to loyal to a relationship & this is what I get. I'm tired. Telling thousands time to myself that I need to get a new life dy, I need to forgot about her. It's pain, but I have to. You know, every night I lying on the bed & my heart is so pain. I miss her but need force myself be happy & smile. Never show the fucking face to my friends. I'm tired. Fine fine fine, time to find some solutions to release my pain.

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My heart words.

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:)

接近一年了，看来我还是让她为了我改变一点点。她还是比较喜欢那些生活。不要勉强她了。我已准备适应新的生活。考好我的人生的第三个大考。黎凯勤，坚强。:)

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你不可以是陈太太，你永远都是'他'的黎太太。Mrs Lai is nicer ! Diao.

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我对你的承诺

每当聆听这首歌，我都会想起那时的情景。那时我和家人去戏院看这一部白蛇传说。那时有些事发生了。我好像没有和你说过。那一晚，以前我很喜欢的那个女生找回，她啊以为我真的追了她很久。差一些就可以和她在一起，但真的有缘无分。最后她被一个男生感动了，更接受他。过后，我遇到你，就深深被你吸引住了，渐渐喜欢上你了。正当慢慢喜欢上你时，她找回我，并暗示说很想和我在一起，放不下我。就在那时我正在犹豫，我不懂该继续喜欢你，还是她。那时我就是看着这部戏。这部戏是一部爱情戏来的，是说一条蛇女爱上一个人类。看这部戏时，我一直想该如何做决定。当时我真的喜欢你了，并且对你许下承诺，会慢慢证明我是真的喜欢你，对你真心的。看完戏后，我有了决定。我果断地信息她，告许她我已爱上你了。刘诗琦。我对你许下的承诺，我不想让你失望。她明白了，并祝福我们。就是这样，我爱到你现在。那我是不是对你是真的吗? 是，我爱你! 每当聆听这首歌时，我都会回想那时我做决定的情景。

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:)

Sometime do dislike boys keep comment on her status or photos. Like flirting her. The feeling a bit tak syok. But I know I can't like that think. It's quite a selfish thinking. Everyone also have their own friends and freedom. So I will try to ignore those selfish thinking. Da fang dian ! :)

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I ain't have nothing :)

Every time we finished phone call and before sleep, I will flash back our conversation. She is part of my life already. Motivate me to be success. I have bad behavior, sometimes do make her angry. But she still forgive me. I'm confidences to says that both of us treat each other as important person dy. She is a excellent wifey. A Christian and have good behavior. Love baby too. Well well well, one son one daughter yah. Son kick futsal with daddy and daughter accompany mommy shopping. Happy family ! Heheheh, mati lorrr start dreaming dy. Two more days, mid year exam gonna end. Trial is coming dy. So can't totally stop everything. Still need revise f4 & f5 silipes. But think back last week that five days. Quite stressful. God bless, it had past. Sooo still goodluck on the last four papers. And her too, hope she can get good result. June is coming, and she gonna vacation Korea with her lovely family. Bless that she can have a safe and joyful trip. Of course must buy me sourvenir aka birthday present. Ahahaha !

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I miss them :(

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将来的路该如何走

每当她说到台湾读书时，不知干嘛我会莫名其妙地没心情。不知将来我们一个东一个西将读书会不会影响之间的感情。不是说自己不想她离自己那么远读书，而是我想留在她身边无时无刻叫她喝水，看顾她，保护她。她睡不着留在她身边哄她，当她的司机，她生病时留在她身边为她吃药照顾她，她肚子饿煮东西给她吃。看了那么套戏，我学会如何爱一个人。不是爱就一定要占有她，管着她。而是给她适当的自由和适当的保护。她喜欢什么，放手让她做，并在背后默默保护她不让她受到伤害。主，说真的我真的很爱这个女生，我很感恩您让我遇到她。现在17岁了，我知道应该先学业为重。出来社会应该事业为重。所以我想说当我有能力买一辆车和拥有一个自己的安乐窝时，我好想她当我的黎太太。她给我的感觉是从来没有一个女生给到的。我相信如果两个人将来是彼此的另一半，无论将来的路有无数的难关，到最后也会在一起。将来的事我不敢说，现在我只想好好和她度过每一天，直到有那一天咱们可以踏入教堂，站在您的脚下宣誓。

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My phone's lock screen wallpaper :)

Hee. She is the girl that own my true heart dy. Her charming and attractive smiles melted my heart. I love her. :)

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It's great that can phone call with you & accompany you fall asleep every single night ; Every morning start with your miss call is so wondeful. Be the last man and the first man you talk to. :)

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"过去了的事就让它过去 一直挂在嘴边 只会让自己受折磨

请让我有呼吸的空间 你越给我压力,我越想逃避 到最后,我们只会是陌生人 "

對不起，我知道應該怎樣做了。:)

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致劉詩琦小姐

我很想和你和好回，每晚可以和你通電話並陪伴著你入睡。你根本影響不到我的SPM，反而你是我成功的動力。我說過，我黎凱勤非你不娶，所以現在正在努力著。我要當個給到心愛的人幸福的男生。說真的，這幾天徹徹底底讓我知道我最愛是誰，我最需要誰。

(很希望你可以看到這，你還會看我的部落格嗎?)

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我真的很辛苦。我的身體越來越差了，沒以前那麼健康了。很容易受傷，這裡痛那里痛。很怕不能再踢球。很怕。

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搞成這樣可以怪誰，怪自己啦。唉，我不知道啦，對自己徹底無言。黎凱勤，你要記得是你自己把東西搞成這樣。電話里真的太多她的東西了，一旦刪除，就像個空機。我真的不會愛一個人，每一次都是這樣。做錯了才會後悔。好失望。小氣鬼。

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:')

一封信息，可以轻易删除..可是“一些地方” “一些过去” “一些回忆”是永远都删除不了..

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Finish watching, It's 4.04am now. I don't even have the guts to click in Talkbox & LINE recently. Need to sleep. Quite headache, Nightsss.

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It's okay. Lkc stay strong :')

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想她，又如何?

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她一步一步離我而去了。這是我想要的嗎?

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Be careful tomorrow.

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Today fetch my bro that time, I saw your bro again. Whenever I saw him, automatically I will thought of his sis. Youuu. Dk why I already treat him as my brother although he dk me. I will take care of him just because of he is your brother. I remember that I said before that one day I will fetch him out and we watch football together. But situation of now, idk still have the chance ornot...

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為什麼愛一個人不能簡簡單單地愛? 愛一個人一定要有吃醋或心不舒服的感覺的嗎? 討厭那種感覺。

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我不知道。

我現在真的不知道要做什麼。一個月前已開始倒數。到最后? 我真的失望到無言。我真的很不開心! 剛才真的很辛苦，好想發洩，要爆炸了。原來不是你肯努力就一定有回報。我做那麼多只想看到她一笑和感動的說謝謝罷了，那麼難? 我很累了，完完全全迷失了。沒有心情。要怪就怪自己沒有車，不是同校的。這就是距離嗎? 我不知道要怎樣了。人家可以容易得到他們要的東西，為什麼我那麼難? 要和自己喜歡的人在一起都不能。靠! 我好累了主。就給我emo下去吧

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Komputer yang baru ! :3

Gadis ni yang saya tercinta ! Cik Lala, saya cinta pada mu !

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Loves.

Wish to see this in my future lifeee. You and I. :)

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I'm a bad son.

Today, my mom bought a pack of  noodles for me as breakfast. Once I woke, I went down and see. The noodles that I dislike to eat. I blame it to my dad and my dad gave me money call me go out to eat myself. When my mom came back home, she saw the noodles still on the dining table. She asked me why didn't eat, I yell to her that I dislike to eat this kind of noodles. At last she stay at home eat the noodles and call my dad bring us go out eat dinner. In the car, my dad scolded me angrily. He said early morning he went out with my mom, my mom scare us when wake up hungry and nothing to eat so faster go buy something for us. But I dont even appreciates. Now I only realised I had wrong. I'm so guilty. I flash back last time. How my mom treat me and how I treat my mom. She is the one who treat me most good in this world. She brought me to this beautiful world and teached me lots of things. No one can treat me so good as she treated. Last time whenever she scolded me, beat me or angry me. At last, she is the one who come and ask me pain ornot and help me rub the part she beaten. How shameful is me. She treat me so good, but I treat her so worse. I'm a bad son. And then i'm so greedy too. I always according my emotion to treat her. When i'm happy, I will talk to her. When i'm moody, she talk to me I dont even reply her. I'm a worse son. Sorry mommy. I will change. Last time I saw a quote. ' Lady, dont ever marry to a husband that dont love his family. Because it's like a mirror, a mirror for show you that how he treat you in future when you're one of his family member. So true. I know that I need to change my attitude and behaviour. If not, i'm going to lost my family, my friends, even the one I love. Someone, will you stop loving me after you read this? I ain't a perfect guy. Here show you lots of my bad habits. I know sometime I made you disappointed too. I will change. I dont want to say sorry to you again.

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這份禮物不算貴重，但可以說是我送給女生最貴的禮物。那個女生就是你，我最疼愛的劉小姐。

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還記得那一晚嗎? 我們正式信息的第一天。那一晚我記得我們聊到很夜，很快樂 :3 謝謝有你的出現。2011年9月1日 :)

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感恩剛剛自己沒有因為自己的情緒而衝動。感謝主，愛您。:)

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Suddenly feel moody without any reason. Haih. Don't want influence you. You sleep earlier la. Nightsss.

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Android now, iOS the next.

I tell myself I must get good result ! I must let myself get an iPhone. My target !

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我依然愛你

I don't want enter Barroom with you, I wanna enter Ballroom with you. The wedding dinner of Chris & Priscilla.

將來黎家的大媳婦，弟妹們的大嫂。

Gimme ten more years, I will go to your house and ask Uncle Vincent & Auntie Michelle's permission for marry their second daughter.

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She must be fed up of me. Maybe when she see my name will feel down, so I know what to do. I have no problem being alone, stay strong Lkc !

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很好。

時不時都開Line和Talkbox來看，你彷彿已當我是最熟悉的陌生人了。這是你想要的吧? Okay. :')

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她的生日禮物我正在努力尋找。主請幫助我。感謝。

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等待

就讓你好好冷靜下先吧。有些事的確急不來，物極則反。希望你可以原諒我並和我開開心心聊回。請你好好照顧自己，早點睡多休息。謝謝。

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對不起?

我越來越討厭自己了。我很討厭從自己口說出的對不起。對不起對不起對不起...不知道還有多少的對不起要從我的口說出來。我的心很痛，我越來越對自己很失望。我是不是一個不會和人相處的人?為什麼我往往都令身邊的人不開心?剛剛通著電話卻沒出聲的情況真的不好受。說過要你開開心心，我根本辦不到! 和我在一起的人根本得不到幸福。我已經對自己徹底感到失望，我是一個很自私的人! 我不配擁有你。我不配! 這個連道歉都不可原諒的錯誤，我闖禍了。傷害了你。

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笨蛋。

有時想回爸爸說的話真的沒錯。我這個人脾氣真不好，少少東西不喜歡就給樣子人看。唉, 對不起。

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Hehehe.

We are comparing whose writing is nicer :P

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:)

昨天和她通電話時，她的弟弟因為電話出現問題而悶悶不樂，她哄他並叫他早點睡時。我可從她那溫柔的語氣中感受到她是一個很好的姐姐和一個很善良的女生。:))

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Hmm.

有時真的覺得自己很衝動，冷靜過後才覺得不應該這樣。我應該好好告訴她: 那好啦，在一下子就去睡啦，不要留得太夜。而不是發脾氣逼她去睡。真的很恨自己。

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多希望她會明白我的苦心，現在的她很需要足夠的睡眠。因為她很容易疲倦。好像以前那樣聊到三更半夜我也想，但我更要她健健康康。

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:)

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Bibobibo !

Chris ♥ Pris

Topher ♥ Cilla

Lkc ♥ Lsc

Wee :P

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我哭了。

剛剛我竟然擔心到哭了。我好怕。但我告訴自己不准哭，我還有無時無刻支持你。你一直說沒事沒事，你是怎樣的我還不知道嗎? 不要收了，既然你告訴我就是信任我。什麼事都告訴我好嗎? 快樂悲傷都要告訴我。我不會離你而去，我要陪伴著你。我每天都要祈禱。沒事的沒事的。

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:D

两点多了，还睡不着啊。所以想想如何和她庆祝她的生日，嘻嘻。定了是26号的，提前一天。27号是正日就留给她的好姐妹或家人和她过。想法和生日礼物都有了，真的希望那一天她可以出来。誓要给她一个难忘的夜晚！z不懂那天會有意外驚喜嗎? 哈哈，感動死她然後親我道謝 :P

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O zero O

Spammer? Tiu, Spermmer la fucker. Do you fucking know I'm so fucking hell dislike you since form three. Such a flirty ass. Diu diu diu ! Oh yah a childish hai too.

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HAHAHA !

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Wee.

I think today is great. Everything quite fine. Mommy said after spm we all gonna go HK travel and visits our granduncle and grandaunt. Maybe visit some university? Idk. Hope that time nothing gonna stop our journey la cause parents DAMN busy recently. God bless. Abuthen, my mom promises if I, Lai Kae Chyn can get at least 5As at SPM, I can get a iPad as a reward. Teehee. Mom's words made me felt semangat ! I know I can get it. Study hard work hard ! God bless me. :D

Well well well, beauty moment come to me today. I saw her while her car passed by my car at my school. It's great. Hee. She's cute. But bloody damn shit she had sick. God please bless her so that she can recover asap. Dont want see her so suffer. :\

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?

Problem still here. I dont know how right now. I need a listener badly. I know what I did now just getting make her fed up. If she really care about me, will she give up? God, please help me. I'm so helpless. Sometime I do really worry of her many things but I scare she will feel i'm annoying so I keep quiet. Because I scare like my past. How should I do actually? Just like she sit her friend's motorbike. Maybe she feel nothing but actually i'm so worry. When I blame her sure she will dislike. So what should I do, God? I'm moody with unknown, I cant chat happily with her recently. The feeling of tired but I more afraid of lost her. This few days I keep use study as a reason to stop my bloody mind to think of the problem. How how how. Maybe since small she is study at boy and girl school so chat with boys she will feel nothing. As I think, nothing to say too so I try to get used. But sometime dont know why my heart still will feel uncomfortable. Kind of jealous or what? I dont know. I hope she dont give up of us. Will she? I hope every problem we also can take out to discuss together dont hide here hide there.  

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:')

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:(

自己還未能得到你的心，對於這我真的很不開心，很失望和無言。我真的不知道要怎樣才能得到你的心了。我為你做了這麼多東西，還不未得到你的心? :(

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=)

突然想到，如果一天我離開這個世界了，我不會覺得遺憾。因為曾經何時我與某人擁有很多難忘的回憶在這世界。

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:/

心情失落時，我會想自己幾時才可以正式和她在一起。是，現在的狀況過得很開心，但我還是很想擁有我與她的紀念日。她想學業為重先，那她幾時才肯接受我，當我的女朋友?那她考完試後，我和她表白，結果會是如何?她會不會說喜歡不一定要在一起?說真的，好久沒有感受告白成功的滋味了。

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將來

將來可能你在台灣就讀，而我可能留在馬來西亞。漫長的離別里，我只會做一件事，專職愛你。如果愛情能成為職業有多好。我永遠都不會早退，更不會轉行，任期就是一輩子。對我來說，世界最幸福的工作莫過於做你的專職愛人。

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I have learn something.

Dk isit watch too much of On call 36 hours dy. I have learn that not everything we also can get it for granted. So I will appreciate what I have right now. Recently we are quite happy. Everything is clear now. She try her best to ignore that fella so I'm satisfy for everything. Thankyou ah girl. You're great. Feel happy that ytd you tell me honestly about that. I swear I'll appreciate you. You're the greatest gift that God give it to me, want me take care of you and make your day happy. My only wish, she can be the happy one when be with me. I will give all the happiness to her. Thanks Lord.

Can I be your man? Hahahahaha !

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假期將要完了

最近很喜歡使用華語寫blog了，可能比較有感覺。今天算是蠻開心的一天。一大清早就去考Undang，起初真的蠻緊張。因為我有好多朋友都不及格了，蠻壓力。進去考了，哈哈大多數的問題我都做過。做得蠻輕鬆。結果我及格了! 44/50. 嘻嘻嘻。載她的目標一步一步地邁進了。我要我自己載她吃東西或做任何事當需要車時。我不要她坐其他男生的車，我就是那麼自私。啊哈哈哈。她對我來說實在太重要了，在我心裡的地位也蠻高。可說是我生活中的動力。我們兩都愛對方的，很明白對方的心是想對方的。正式在一起也是時間的問題罷了，現在她想學業為重先，我是會尊重她。有時真的覺得女生的思想總比男生成熟。其實我也覺得現在不是時候，雖然我已好想和她正式在一起。明年啦!有了車萬大事都方便多了。我要和她過第一個華人農曆新年，第一個情人節。期待中。但萬事也沒有一定的保證，所以我會好好珍惜和她在一起的時光，好好疼愛她，守護著她，令她每一天都過得快快樂樂。現在還得想怎樣才能真正地感動她，好讓她真心接受我。其實她接受我時是怎樣的呢？嘻嘻。還有還有，今天我家的狗生了七個小狗。遺憾的是第七個斗不過死神，去世了。現在剩下六個。美中不足。

距離她的生日大概還有40天，開始要計劃和準備了。我不想只在金錢上出力，心思上我也要。我要感動她，給她開心到想立刻抱住我。

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你是我最深愛的女人。

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Believe or Not

When someone told me she is in a relationship with WN, I feel freaking stunned. But I clam myself down, I think back everything. I choose to believe my own feel and her. I believe her. Because I'm the one who phone calls with her every night and accompany her sleep.

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My latest home page :) 090312

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Just view a status at Facebook. Hmm.

曾经说爱你的人不代表能够一直等待着你 .

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:D

Love my phone wallpaper but I more love the girl inside the phone. :)

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我要駕車!

對不起，我知道我的脾氣真的很爛。每一次都要你遷就我。昨天你說"你又做麼時",我想你已對我很不耐煩了吧? 昨天聽到你撞車受傷後，心裡很不舒服，很擔心，更不開心! 我不出聲時，不是吃醋而是覺得自己很沒用。當你遇到困難時，我總不能在你身邊。好沒用。我不想浪費時間了，我已經很想和你過那些日子了。由我每天安全送你回家，不容許自己令你受傷。和你吃午餐，不容許你喜歡喜歡就吃喜歡喜歡又不吃。我真的好想自己的生活是有你的。你是我心中的動力，你懂嗎? 我知道在不願意也還得回到現實。我真的很不開心自己不能在你身邊守護著你。但冷靜後，好多了。這種感覺，我從未有過。你是第一個女生讓我有這種感覺。我不想是你的全部，我更想是你最重要的人。還有我沒有那麼小氣了，現在我更明白事理了。不再那麼容易吃醋，但有時會少少，真的少少罷了。不知道為什麼當我遇到很煩惱或不開心的東西時，一想到要給你一個難忘的生日時，心裡覺得很興奮，輕鬆多了。我愛你!

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