2011's schooling days almost should have a full stop. Time passed very much. In a sudden, it's a year already.
Hmm, this year wasnt a lucky year to me. I cant get any victory on my sport games. Nevermind, i'm a never give up stubborn boy ! :)
Spm is around the corner. I saw lots of my form 5 friends blame that not enough time to let them revise it. My mind suddenly pop up : ''should i start study from now onwards?''
But honestly, i have many times really want to study hard. When i seriously read the history refence book, i felt BORED! I hope myself have interests on it but nope. I cant. Haihh. I told my history tuition teacher, she understand my feeling. But however also need to see myself la.
Thinking...
Dont know why nowadays i feel boring on my life. Sometime at night i stand on the street, i felt i lost direction. I feel fear on that situation.
Who dont want to get good result, parents happy you happy. I want too. Just... haih LAZYNESS!
This coming school holiday, should i go out for a part time job? I dont have any money problem, but i feel like gain more money by myself, my own hands.
Dslr, smartphone, outing clothes i want badly. But always ask mom dad to buy for me? I always ask myself this...
I also want myself have a great future. I want to be a rich guy. I want to give a great future to someone that i love, i want her to feel that marry me is the best decision she have ever. This is all i want.
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