Today my nerves stick together, i tidy up my own bed and my sis said : GOR, you tidy up your bed arh? Haha.
Yea, today my nerves stick already. I clean up the whole house. After few hours, my house is clean. The feeling of satisfy. Heee.
Do nothing during holiday really waste time. My dad help me find a part time job already and asking me want to do ornot. Should i should i? I really want to gain money. I want to buy smart phone, dslr and lots of nice polo t & pants.
Then last few days ago i went Re2 trial class. It's quite good for future. What they teach trully related to our future. You can be a smart rich guy. But of course the fees sure very expensive. At least 3K per year. Just now my mom asked me want to learn ornot. I told her : Yup.
My dad not so allow me go because really expensive but my mom said if i want, how expensive she also let me go.
That time i was touched when she said so. If i really go to learn, i should pay more attention and hardworking. I want myself have a better life too.
Next year is form 5 already. I cannot give any reason to myself for lazy already. Spm is very important for every Malaysian. LAI KAE CHYN CANNOT LAZY ALREADY !
Yesterday happened something. I first time did so, really first time. 42 missed calls. I'm insane. When she said out i also felt stunned. That time i feel worried and didnt care anything just hope she can answer my call. I felt fears. That time i only realised she is important to me very much. She means a lots to me. I cant lost her.
I shouldnt so bad and kept on jealous. I should give her confidence. I will change. Sweetheart :*
And and and, once i think of her voice I SMILE ! Her voice is freaking sweet. Totally melts my heart. Weeee.
Rumah ku yang bersih. Hahaha

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