You know ornot ? Lovesss.

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:O

突然想如果有一天你戀愛了，怎麼辦? 我告訴自己不聞不問不要知就行了啦，心裡默默愛著你就可以了啦。

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他是我嗎?

我可以比你們想像的強，但其實我也可以比你們想像的弱。我也有脆弱的一面。我可以放下她的。

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這叫愛?

一個月多了，但我對你還未變。

這一個月來我不允許自己看你的東西，就算思念也是睡覺前，醒來了就要好好生活。

我仍然很愛你，但我沒有刻意，我只收在我的心裡。

不要叫我放棄，現在的我過得很好。黎凱勤沒有emo了。

他們也覺得我對她沒有東西了。

但，我的心還在她那兒。我不渴求什麼，她活的快樂就好。

主啊，好好幫我守護著我真心愛的她。謝謝。

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曾經，我用這個電話天天都和一個人通電話，陪伴著她睡。:\

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21th Dec ;

When I feel boring and waiting of the football match kick off, your msg appear my phone. I'm so happy that ah girl still will text me. But the feeling of miss again. How is my life now ? Normal. I just normally passing my holidays. But yeah I'm still the same, late sleep everyday. Sometime I wanna sleep but I can't. I just sitting on my bed one hour..two hours...and waiting myself fall asleep. Whenever I unhappy or what I dislike show to ppl. I prefer to keep. I tell myself I wanna live happily no matter what. When you said feeling weird that no more phone call everynights before sleep. Hmm, I'm so miss you ! But I need to stop myself. Telling myself that we're just friend, you call me bro. I don't want to discuss that with you again. I don't want make you feel difficult. What I can do is like that. I admit until now when I touch my Sino I still not dare and scare open your photo folder. All the photos that you sent me I still not to willing to delete it, I kept it. Yeah I know one day I will forget about you, my feeling toward you will gone one day. But when or will gone ornot ? Idk la. I really don't know. Let my God help me decide la. I'm so hopeful that she is my miss right that God gave me but if isn't, okay I face the fact. Life continue go on. God, I can't lie myself. I really still miss her and loving her. Whenever I miss her, thought of our memories, I just will stopmyself thinking. The feel of forcing myself wasn't easy. It's suffer. But It's okay I can pass through.

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2010-2011

2010，我曾經很愛一個短髮的女生。我可以為了她犧牲任何東西。好不容易才不會覺得痛，嘗試接受另一個。

2011，我嘗試接受新的，年尾我好不容易找到一個短髮的女生。我覺得很想守護她。但她說她不適合拍拖。算吧。

我很羡慕人家有一個很愛的人並可以和她在一起一年兩年。。。

我也很想有一個自己很愛又好想守護的人。喜怒唉樂都可以有個人可分享，有個人可陪伴著我。我的願望。

2012 了。。。

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獨中生與國中生之別

我在想國中生真的不適合獨中生嗎? 國中生和獨中生是沒有可能在一起的嗎? :\

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A short trip.

Aha. Went to Penang this two days. Quite love this peaceful place. Beach. My dad found a very good hotel this time. Well facilities and their swimming pool are facing the blues beach ! Yahoo. Ate lots of delicious food and we kept shopping. The rich banker was my mom. Oho. Yesterday was my dad birthday and my mom bought him a watch that cost 689 bucks as his birthday present. But of course my mom bought one for herself too. Lol. And us ? Clothes ! Wee. What I gain in this penang trip ? A phone casing,one sub white short jeans, padini jeans and three branded outlet tee ! ;D Thanks Mon. This year xmas gonna pass it at Kl with family. Aha, we are going Kl shops again X)

Well, surprised that you will found me back. In a sudden I still thought of we still have chance ? Lol. I'm stupid, you are stupid Lai Kae Chyn. Stop fucking dreaming and back to the fact. Won't die without chicks. Awake !

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不可以。

雖然還是很想你，可是我已努力阻止自己的滿足心。不可以看妳的進況。

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Local Sea Coconut ♥

I'm still loving you. ;/ ♥

How are you recently ? Hmm.

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黎凱勤你要堅強。

原來逼自己忘記是如此痛苦。

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笑著面對 :)

時間過得真快，很多東西已改變了。:)

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Damn !

Stop thinking of gaining money on it. It's just some pocket money and entertainment ! Ten bucks is already enough !

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D:

I want couple badly. Where is my Miss Right ? ;/

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;)

很討厭自己說的"真的很愛你",覺得很假。不會再說了 ;)

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SORRY

I know It's a bad decision. But since you won't view my profile post something on my wall anymore, maybe this id the way. You can forget me soon. I treat you as the one I loved, not friend. I don't even want to treat you as friend. This is the decision I thought long time ago. A decision that good to me and you. You can continue chat happily with him. Goodlucks. You can forget me this small potato easily. ;))))

So sorry about that. You can hate me, I have no idea.

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Gold cowww.

金牛座

如果你决心娶一个金牛座的女孩回家 我立刻向你致敬 你真的太明智了

第一 她绝不会是个爱闹脾气的骄纵大小姐 第二 她绝不会是挥霍无度的少奶奶 第三 当你邀请上司或生意上的朋友到家里作客时 她肯定会给他们留下绝佳的印象 第四 当你受到挫折时 她会给你坚实的支持

Long time didn't play this dy aha. But It's over long time ago. ;)))

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;'D

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中學的點點滴滴 ;D

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OMG

Lol. House first time without bro really feel weird. God bless him kay. Protect him and avoid him lost his phone and camera. Aha. Time passed very fast. First day of form 5 tuition class. Hwaiting ah boy ! When you smile, people will like you. Aha ;DDDD

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Hehe.

First day of new life, not bad. Keep it up. ;D

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wohenbukaixin

你叫我放棄。哦，好。可是這個是我想要的嗎。你可否聽我一次嗎。回到我的身邊。請你回到我的身邊。告許我你是愛我的好嗎。

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Fucker

You just don't know that actually I damn hate that Gerald Leong. He is totally irritating me. Because last year when I coupled with a girl he came and disturb and flirt her. Luckily she didn't get influenced if not I sure whack him. That's why when I saw him chatted with you my heart very very uncomfortable. I scare he will come and disturb. But I can't spread out I endure, I can't let you know how much I dislike him. Every time I chatted with who, sure saw him. I hate ! Even now I saw you chatted with him happily I also very unhappy. You all getting close... But what can I do ? I'm just your friend and you treat me getting strange. Very unhappy. But whatever la. I big gas bit, wish you all. Goodlucks

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恨

我想你應該恨我，那你不會再痛苦，慢慢也把我給忘掉 :)

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;')

我就是那麼犯賤，故意說些她不喜歡的東西來氣她，自己卻在一旁流眼淚 :)

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哈哈

我們不能好像以前那樣了。無論我已說我們是好朋友。沒關係吧。主啊，請幫我們安排。請保佑我愛的她。

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#3

Peepoo. A tired holiday. Went Clearwater with family today. Played badminton and gym. Aha, my badminton skill didn't getting weak

wei

. Not bad.

Perasan

:P While doing gym, I getting mood swing. I keep thinking what I do can release my pain? I want myself to be happy and forget everything that

painness

. I think... Yup, It's tired, tired can make me forget the pain. I kept doing the gym stuff, very tired very tired. I miss her badly. But I think this is the great way for her. She can be very happy.

Hell

yeahhhh

my weight cut off 2KGs. Aha ! Tomorrow is Saturday ! Outing baby outing. Hahaha.

Third day #lsc

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Understand.

Went to watch You are the apple of my eyes with them today. At first i felt proud because first time i used 32bucks sit teksi and go Jusco. Goodness. Haha. Felt freaking nervous when wanna enter in the hall. Ticket checking and IC too ! Stopped us* Ada ic tak? *I took out my phones and told him sorry la lupa bawa wei. Mereka lapan belas la.* Sure? *Yala* Okay la okay la. Hahahaha. We entered in ! :)))
Freaking thumbs up to this drama. Bestie ! Funny and touching. What a nice chinese movie. Thumbs up once again.
During the movie, my mind full of her. I miss her badly. I felt down and kept reflash our memories. I'm sad.
Inside the movie, there is a story of a group of high school students. And there have an excellent girl and a naughty boy love story. Very touch. The excellent girl at first quite ignored him, look down on him but slowly feel like help him improved himself. Slowly the boy falls on her and study hard because of her. They falls on each other. But too pity that at last they cant being together. But from this movie i leanrt lots of thing.
When watching this movie, i kept thinking about of me and her problem. Yea, we have lots of memories. We phoned calls a lots. I almost everyday also aacompany her fell asleep everyday through phone. Open songs for her. Keep MMS to each other. All those memories i never never and NEVER forget about it. My heart is pain, feel like crying out but i stop myself. I'm a boy, cant cry !
You told me you put a lots of effort on him. But why cant you put on me too? I'm sure i can treat you more better than him. I will love you more better than him. I can feel so we love each other but why you cant give me a small chance? I keep thinking of this kind of reason.
But once i watched this movie i felt relaxing. Maybe let go is a way you show that you love a person. Cause when she find her Mr Right, you wont unhappy and jealous. You just will feel happy for her and wish her. Can i do so?
If you ask me sure i will tell you I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, LIEW SHI CHEE !
Hmm, everything will be fine soon. God please help her and hope she can have a good decision.
You know yesterday night i made a great dream. I go korea with her, We hang every where. I hold her hands, when she tired i cuddle her and we go back hotel. Suddenly having some accident. Tsunami. However i also try to pull her back to stage and never let her fell down and then KAE CHYN WANT TO GO OUT ISIT? WAKE LO. Dream off.
I really hope we can back to normal soon. I believe we have fates. I do believe in Fate. :)
I know at last we can be together, I believe.

Holiday holiday holiday

It's holiday day #4. As usual stay at house with bro sis.
Today my nerves stick together, i tidy up my own bed and my sis said : GOR, you tidy up your bed arh? Haha.
Yea, today my nerves stick already. I clean up the whole house. After few hours, my house is clean. The feeling of satisfy. Heee.
Do nothing during holiday really waste time. My dad help me find a part time job already and asking me want to do ornot. Should i should i? I really want to gain money. I want to buy smart phone, dslr and lots of nice polo t & pants.
Then last few days ago i went Re2 trial class. It's quite good for future. What they teach trully related to our future. You can be a smart rich guy. But of course the fees sure very expensive. At least 3K per year. Just now my mom asked me want to learn ornot. I told her : Yup.
My dad not so allow me go because really expensive but my mom said if i want, how expensive she also let me go.
That time i was touched when she said so. If i really go to learn, i should pay more attention and hardworking. I want myself have a better life too.
Next year is form 5 already. I cannot give any reason to myself for lazy already. Spm is very important for every Malaysian. LAI KAE CHYN CANNOT LAZY ALREADY !
Yesterday happened something. I first time did so, really first time. 42 missed calls. I'm insane. When she said out i also felt stunned. That time i feel worried and didnt care anything just hope she can answer my call. I felt fears. That time i only realised she is important to me very much. She means a lots to me. I cant lost her.
I shouldnt so bad and kept on jealous. I should give her confidence. I will change. Sweetheart :*
And and and, once i think of her voice I SMILE ! Her voice is freaking sweet. Totally melts my heart. Weeee.

Rumah ku yang bersih. Hahaha

我的小傻瓜， 我爱你 :*

我相信

如果妈妈没有逼我去教堂,我自己也想去了.自己真的远离神太久了.好想回到神的脚下,让他带领我,给我自信.也祈求他帮我追到她.我不会当她是草的.神啊,我真的当她是宝来疼爱,我对她的感情不是玩玩的,很认真的.有时真的会蛮觉得辛苦,自己动不动就吃醋.讨厌自己.因为真心的爱,我更不会放弃.,更不会为了大小争吵而放弃.有时争吵可能是两者之间发现自己的错误和把它给纠正好的机会.如果你真的爱她,你是不会想到放弃.琦,几时你才愿意当我的女朋友?我不要什么友达以上,恋人未满><.每晚临睡前真的很想吻你的额头,再说声晚安宝贝.

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对不起

说真的以前我是一个很会吃醋的人。因为这样，所以我失去以前那个女朋友。我冷静了很久，关闭自己了很久。我叫我自己下次不可以再这样了。

我爱上你。有时…我真的会吃醋，但我告诉自己要忍。这个世界不是只是我一个人，每个人都有自己的自由和空间。我怕因为我每次吃醋，所以你放弃我，不会接受我当你的男朋友。我不要，我很爱你。

但有时我真的忍不到。对不起。　

对自己很失望。

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SP FOREVER

很开心你找回我聊,开始还怕你不再和我friend啊.

你真好,还是对我不离不弃,真是我的好知己.

我曾经伤害过你,我绝对不容许自己再伤害你的!

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Disappointed

Seriously i'm getting dont know how to communicate with my mom already.

Since that time she called my friend not to came and fetch me to friend's birthday party and let me stupid wait my friend, between me and her already have a wall.

Yes, since I was small she treat me special strict, she need me to learn everything cause i'm the eldest brother. She also very care about my studies. I still remember when primary school those project she also helped me so much. That's why everytime I also get full marks.

When small, I really very scare her beat me and scold me.

Now getting big, i'm getting ignore her. Many things I also dislike to share with her, everything just keep it.

Almost everyday I face phone more that facing him. This two years our relation really changed a lots.

I'm not so respect her anymore. Whenever she scold me, I will fight back.

Last year choose stream, I know she want me to study science but I choose art. Yea, I know I can study science subject, but I still prefer and choose art.

I can see that she very dislike but I still dont listen her.

I'm tired. Sometime I really do think myself and try to be good with her. But sometime I really cant endure.

She dont understand me. Few times after argue with her, I lock myself in room and cried, I blame myself why want to argue with my mom. I hate myself.

But I really cant endure. Just now she scold me why so like money and always simply spend money. I think why I so care about my money? I have a bank account that under with her name but I still make a individual account? Cause I hate the most is everytime I made her angry she will collect all my money. I dislike. When small, i'm quite well in saving but everytime whenever I made her angry she will confiscated all. Everytime need to hide here hide there. Damn.

I know once I said so, she will very sad. But she really dont understand me.

Yea, i'm in a quite satisfied family, what I want I also can get it. But what I really want is freedom.

I'm gonna 18, I already will think about future, I already know cannot simply spend money. I already know...

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Alone

Dont know why nowadays is like very down.

Lots of stress, stress this stress that, guess this guess that. Sometime really very tired.

Quite miss last few years ago of my life. Happy and simply.

Now? Everything getting serious, pressure. Aiks.

Sometime really very tired. God, can you give me a person accompany me, let me share out all my things to this person and give me some opinion?

Maybe I leave jesus too long time already, I feel getting lost direction on my life.

Recently I dont feel like stress out to people, everything just keep myself. I hate emotional !

I HATE ! Haih.

I'm so lost direction about my own life. Everyday in front everyone also act happy act laugh act smile. But actually do I really that happy? I'm down just

because myself also dont know what I want actually. I feel blur.

Jesus...

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算

她根本不会在意我。

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The day before glory ! X)

No sport for today, rest for tomorrow competition.
She's coming back from genting. Aha.
Went out at one o'clock .
Today gonna watch IMMORTALS!
Planned dont so troublesome, want to watch it at parade.
But damn, it's U18 movie. So no choice, sit teksi go Lfs with weijieh.
It's a nice movie, it's about greece history. Freaking like to watch this kind of movie.
Heehee. After that, we walked back to parade.
Went Secret Garden had our dinner.
First time ate gril pork chop. Hahaha, taste good.
Played pool with my bro, well well well the winner sure was me. Hahaha.
Three more days my dad wanna go China for trip again. Company's bonus. Hmmm, just came back Taiwan only, now wanna go China again. Bro also, gonna follow school trip go Singapore.
Tomorrow ! I try to calm down and make myself not so nervous. Enjoy the games, enjoy the glory. Hope so!
Hahaha.
Goodlucks to myself and all of my soccer mates. Hope that tomorrow I can have great and excellent
performances. :)
Almost this year I play and more focus on fursal game. So hope I really have improvement.

 One team one spirit. We are a team. :))

Prevent injury again :P

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Today is one one one one one one !

Lalala, didnt attend school again today. Woke up at 11somethings. Hehe. Feeling fresh ;P
Ohmygod, third day of curry mee. I'm a curry lover now ! Ahaha. Previous time was Laksa.
After ate feel boring then on back last night the drama that havent watch finish.
Just one ep only arh, then very fast i back to boring mode. Zzz.
Suddenly have the feel that wanna do housework. Hehe. So start man!
Hmm, Brendon and Wynnona having problem. Be their problem middle man just now.
Hope they can back to normal soon la, i can see that both of them also very love each other.
Actually argue is very common in couple. Argue can make couple's relation turn more better than previous time, but it can spoil a relationship too. So, god bless.
Sometime from all these situation, i can learn from their mistake and learn how to treat the one i'm loving. Honestly, between boyfriend and girlfriend really need have some freedom and most important is TRUST.
Seems that i still have lots of thing want to learn.
Right now, i'm thinking some idea for let her feel touch and she feel confidence that be with me.
What i should do? :)))
She's at Genting now. How is she now? Have fun with friend now? Still got flu ornot? My mind pop out lots of question that want to ask her.
But i dont want disturb her la since she didnt text me also. Maybe she is have fun with her jimui now. If you love one person, you need to give her freedom mar. Haha. Learning ya.
This Sunday is the fursal competition already. Gonna competition for the whole day. Anti sunny day wei. Dont want to be indian boy like that, enough black dy gala.
Hope we can win the competition la. Last year nearly we can get champion eh.
Goodlucks, my teammates !

你是我要珍惜的女生

现在的我正在躺在床上思想，反省。

最近我真的越来越放耻和喜欢乱发脾气。

一不喜欢就不出声要你哄。对不起，请原谅我的无理取闹。

可能自己从小学就在全男学校，特别容易吃醋。一看到爱的人和别的男生聊就不喜欢。

我不可以这样的，太自私了。

就算夫妻都要有自由的。

不懂为什么看到你和其他男生聊的内容里有个心，我的心就不舒服，也埋怨为什么和我聊没有心的？

有时有个冲动想去问你个明白。

可是我明白的，可能一个心对你来说是没什么大不了。

自己太多心了。

不可以这样了，太小家了。不可以让她觉得我时时约束她。

我该信任她，疼爱她，让她快乐。这样她才会更珍惜我。

那时，我珍惜她，她珍惜我。那不更是个好结局？

想到都开心。努力着。

希望我的努力会修成正果，她会接受我。

让我给予她欢笑，幸福。

我曾用心了解过你，你是一个不太喜欢刻意表示出来自己意愿的人，一切心知，感受到就好。有时你不是这样的，人家误会了你的意思，你也不会特地解释的。我说得对不对？

你懂吗？每当我不开心，我吃醋时，我一想起我们之间的回忆…聊到很晚、聊我们的童年、每晚都陪伴着你入睡虽然不是在你身边，但通过电话也很满足了。每当想到这些回忆，我不再觉得不开心了，更希望如果你正在我身旁真的很想紧抱着你和你道歉。

我想，自己真的很爱你了。

我要学习珍惜你。

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Aim & Plan

2011's schooling days almost should have a full stop. Time passed very much. In a sudden, it's a year already.
Hmm, this year wasnt a lucky year to me. I cant get any victory on my sport games. Nevermind, i'm a never give up stubborn boy ! :)
Spm is around the corner. I saw lots of my form 5 friends blame that not enough time to let them revise it. My mind suddenly pop up : ''should i start study from now onwards?''
But honestly, i have many times really want to study hard. When i seriously read the history refence book, i felt BORED! I hope myself have interests on it but nope. I cant. Haihh. I told my history tuition teacher, she understand my feeling. But however also need to see myself la.
Thinking...
Dont know why nowadays i feel boring on my life. Sometime at night i stand on the street, i felt i lost direction. I feel fear on that situation.
Who dont want to get good result, parents happy you happy. I want too. Just... haih LAZYNESS!
This coming school holiday, should i go out for a part time job? I dont have any money problem, but i feel like gain more money by myself, my own hands.
Dslr, smartphone, outing clothes i want badly. But always ask mom dad to buy for me? I always ask myself this...
I also want myself have a great future. I want to be a rich guy. I want to give a great future to someone that i love, i want her to feel that marry me is the best decision she have ever. This is all i want.

友达以上，恋人为满

这一句好！真使我无言。

说真的，起初我真的有少许失望。可是没关系，我们须往好的方面想。

我再得努力！

有朋友告诉过我: 过程辛苦没关系，不重要，最重要是结果。

我真的有信心最后我会抱得美人归的。

刘小姐，我要定你了。

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虽然我感觉到了，我知道了，可是我还是想从你的口中知道。你是我爱的男朋友？是吗?

]=

Personal Holiday, END.

Six days ago was my personal holidays ! Teehee. And tomorrow need to go to school dy, wear back the school uniform. Aihs.

Oh my godness. I love to phone call with her recently. Seriously i really like how she talk to me. Getting gentle and always scare i angry like that. But babyyy where dare to angry you la. Just will blame not enough time to sayang you jek. Sometime just want you tum har me jek. And, I think we coupled. *silly laugh HEHEHEHEHE.

Sure she will said me perasan. But in fact it's truth. I believe my own feeling :D

But want you say iloveyou to me....... slowly wait la me. Sure you will say heart know mai dak loooooo. Ala.

Cant wait to hang out with her. First officially date must be watch movie. Weeeeee.

Miss Liew, Wa hao hei fun nie. iloveyou :))

Well well well, should i go out work? A big question mark to me o.O

Seriously until so big i also havent go out work before. And now my sis made me feel shame on it. Cause she asked my dad wheather that allow her to go Royal Perak Kizuna be waitress ornot. 

But for sure my dad DAMN allow me to work. He alwaysssssss called me go out work and gain money myself. -.- Aihhhhhh.

Should i? Money wor money wor. But now i'm not poor like how. Still can affort but then i still feel like gain more money norrrrr. Feel like get my first 10k by myself... DREAMING! Ahahahaha.

Arhmmmm, This sunday is that fursal competiton dy. Hope my team can get good result this year. Last year just get forth place at winner group. Hope this year can better. And god bless i dont injury my left leg again. Fast fast recover. Blessssssss.

你的名字我的姓氏 Alto Sax (婚前練習時的錄音)

Love this song. :)

Back to the streeful place.

Back. Aihs. Really dislike this stressful place.
Well well well, really so enjoy this trip. It was the best trip i had ever. Hope have a better trip soon too! :))
They say next year going Singapore wor. Hehe. Before May that holiday. Hope can la.
This three days two nights really freaking fun and tired too !
Everyday walk from Time square to Pavilion and bla. Tired. Somemore they was like starwalk like that walk so fast ._.
But really enjoy enjoy. No stress for me. They are awesome !
I most enjoyed was at the living room sang chinese emo song with them, but we are singing with a smiling face.
And then the moment that made a round with them on the bed and chit chat everything. I do enjoy it!
In this trip we learnt lots of things. Haha. When we went Starhill Gallery hang and watched In Time this movie we learnt that we need to study hard , have a great future and must appreciate time. Hahahah.
The second day, had a great drink with them. I really didnt drunk but they kept on say I was drunk. Aiyoo.
Babyyy, i really hope you can officially accept me. I really hope so.
I wanna as your boyfriend date you. I really hope you trust me that i really love you.
Cant you feel that? Hope you can. Give me confidence. I do really love you.
Do you think i really dont like to go church, actually i do.
Just like sometime i was lazy and i quite dislike that church. It make me feel strang. I prefer my previous church.
But i most hope is go church with you. Holding your hand go in the church.. Just like marry that moment.
Erkhem... I'm dreaming again. HAHA. But i really do baby, i hope is you are the one having couple life with me. Give me love and caring. I also hope myself can change you become not that cool. Treating me lovely a bit. Last forever is impossible? Nope, is just see we wanna ornot. I want, do you? Many history prove that already. Some gonggong popo also together having life since they were small.
I do really want cuddle you when you feel cold, cuddle you when you're sad and beside your ear tell you silently : baby, it's okay. im here.
Priscilla Liew Shi Chee, ♥

The day after final exam.

It's freaking fun that after finished our final year exam. But i cant totally smile like hell. Still got one thing annoying me. But fine la, i also expect the situatin may happen until like that, luckily i didnt fully believe that he can give me. I also still believe him, but sighhhhhs la. Kept disappointed me. Honestly be brother being like that really very suffer. Kayyyy dont say that already. Must always be happyyy ! Try*
Today ! Once meet them, we just talked about kl kl kl. But too bad Brendon's mother suddenly dont allow him to go so pityy. Damn la. Sometime under parents control really scare this kind of thing happen. I really want him to go la fuck. But nevermind la, he dont want this happen also geh. So i didnt blameee. Had sport the wholeeee dayy ! Basketball football basketball football. Yay! But too bad i twisted my left leg. Sighs not so big matter but still freaking pain. Hate la. Last time also wont so easily injured now getting worst. My friend said i used my legs too much dy. Sighssss. I'm a guy who love sport more than book arh sighsss. Hope November it's a happy month to me la. The biggest wish that i hope sure is can be with her. My baby princess. Oh yahhhhh, this few days cannot text with her dy ! Damn it. She is a good girl, she dont use guy's money. This is one of the reason i admire and love her ! But....admire arhhh  cant text with her few days ! Really alamak ! I hope i can endure la. Ahahaha. Getting like her name la. Love her too !

Urhmm, i closed the few blogs. Doesnt means that i did something that dont want to let you know. I just dont want you keep think and compare of my past. I mean her. I wanna have a new life with you. Dont want you to compare with other. Remember, you is you. You're the one i'm loving. It's you, Lsc.

The moment after final exam end

Yay ! Final exam ended. But I isn't happy that i expected. Him. Sighs.
You one time two time three time four time five time six time seven time eight time nine time ten time like that disappointed me. I really feel tired on you. I really also dont know how to use my true heart to treat you as brother dy. You this bullshiter. Last time i endured but today i cant. You broke your promise again. I do really very hate youuuu. Last few week i boycott you, you said you felt sad. At last i choosed to talk back to you, give you a chance. You cried and said you were happy that i still treat you as brother. But you disappointed me again. Chance? Just once. You dont fucking appreciate, you punya pasal. At first you promised me after deepavali holiday saturday we met up and you give me, but? You are going penang. Fine, i endure. But i already worry that you will disappointed me again. So this time i kept find you make sure that i can give the cash to me. Today went to school what you said to me? Ehhh fuck you la. You totally spoil my mood, you ruined me. At first i planned that with a happy mode finish the last two papers then get the cash go parade buy something. You spoiled my plans. Really cant endure but stil MUST. Before one o'clock the cash must on my account. Patiently wait. I went to check. NO. I really very fucking down that time. I feel like throw my everything on the floor. I almost lost control. But there were public i cant do anything. Endure onceeeeeeee again. From 12o'clock i lepak parade myself, walke here walk there. Al-ikhsan, i went in five times ! I wait, at last my mom came ! Good job uh you.  From my birthday that day you ffk me, it wasnt a happy birthday to me. But i still enjoyed and tried to have fun with them. Sometimes i stay alone unhappy whose knows? Fine la, that's my life. I'm glad that i didnt touch cigrette suck to release my stress. Thanks god.
Saw Shiori at Kopitiam. She was playing guitar with jeremy. I sat with them. But my face arent happy. I damn down. Shiori call me play guitar. So they teach me. While i'm learning i found out the joy. I smile for a while. Getting interested on Guitar.
Now have a problem too. SIGHS. Three of them maybe not going Kl too. Suddenly like that. I also stunned and keep quiet. Really tired. You all dont want go then fine la. Trust no one anymore. I use my true heart to treat you all, you guys give me a piece of shit. You called me plan, okay i'm willing but at last?  Fine la, left me alone.

 The beg that i bought todayyy. My next year school beg.

Tomorrow books return !

其实我根本不需要你常常对我说那三个字，可是我也是人，我也想爱的人哄。

:/

Suddenly feel moody. You're the one that i planned to have a long and stable love story with you.
I hope can pass through this year christmas, next year chinese new year, valentine day, your birthday, my birthday...with you.
But i know when you finish your high school you will go Taiwan study dy, ngo mm say dak nie.

Freaking saturday !

Woke up early morning but i still kept yawning. Aihs.
Went to breakfast with mom and dad then met kar jun up at library.
Study, listen songs, study, listen songs. Two hours had gone.
Weather still fine so we walk to greentown.
Had lunch at Oldtown Kopitiam, planned not to spend more than tenbucks.
I ate prawnmee and a glass of plain water. 8bucks. Ahaha.
Sing K... START
Blablabla. Long time didnt sing k dy. Ahya. No voice at all.
Dk why go sing k with them, i mean boy i feel weird weird. Lol!
Maybe last time just went with bla gua. Lolol.
Babyyy, sometime i saw your wall full of boys's comments i do jealous. Got heartshape somemore wor.
But i will endure gea. I will change not to have that kind of feeling. I also dislike myself always being jealous.
I must give you confidence, not perasan kay. I have to trust you. I love you, you love me too. From how you talk to me i feel that you treat me as one of your important guy already. I can feel so. Weee. You're my beloved princess. My Lsc.
I'm freaking enjoy phone called with you. You always made those bububu blekkkk bala bala, i feel you're so cute.
I love chatting with you !
Next Monday is the last day of exam, the last exam papers of 2011. Fast fast go away la.
" Kl chicks waiting us. " Hahahaha. My friends said.
After kl trip, i have a futsal competition too. Last year my team at Winner group get 4th. Hope this year can improve or..... get Champion ! Ahaaa, confidences please!

Yay babyy !

Thankyou my daddy ! Wee. I want this outing shoes badly and at last my dad bought for me ! Loveee him. Hee.

Back to Blogger !

Finally i'm back to Blogger. Created a new bloggie too. :)
The previous that lots of unhappy posts. Forget about it. :p
Big holidays is coming soon, and it's means we is going become adult already.
Spm next year, learn car and exam for car lisence next year, study at U next year.
Time passed really very fast, really very fast. By the way many things changed too.
Next thurday i'm going Kl with brothers. Teehee. Gonna leave home sweet home three days.
Cant wait to be with them, have fun with them, drinks with them. Ahaa.
But before that, still have two more Science paper waiting me next Monday. Damn it ._.
Year ends already, that means i can go outstation shopping and buyy new clothes again ! Weeeee.
Penang and KL here i'm coming with my family ! :)
My mom said next year Chinese New Year will a bit earlier. So hell yeah i can make Open house party and invite all my buddies. Yay !
Hmm, yesterday i had a sweet dream. I dreamt of her! Couple with her and outing with her everywhere. We go in somewhere Kfc and she sit on me. I cuddle her tights tights. Awww, i miss the feeling. I love her !
Cant wait that have a freaking great chance to outing with her, be with her.
I WANT TO BE WITH HER! AMEN.
Today early morning automatic do housework myself. Mop floor and clean up my messy study table. Lots of Dusts. Eeee.
This three days of holidays also stay at home qyute boring wei, thinking that outing tomorrow. But with who? Thinking* Mostly is go kbox cause i wanna sing k badly !
Holidays fast fast come to me. Cash fast fast come to me too ! Wee. :)